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| First of all, let me say that I am not looking for anything serious right now. I have a few projects that I am focusing on and am trying my best to give them all of my time and effort. I have lost sight of my goals before and it has cost me dearly. I am not going to sacrifice that for anyone. I am looking for a sub but know that it will be a while before I am in the position to take one on full time. Right now I am just looking for play partners. If, by some chance, you intrigue me and I intrigue you and we decide we want to make something more of it, we will see what happens.
I have been interested in kink and this lifestyle for many years and have been active in it for the past two of them. I love this lifestyle and everything it has to offer. I have been a sub and, while I enjoyed it greatly and it taught me a lot about myself, it is not my place. I have felt this desire inside of me, a burning, to be dominant and know that it is the path for me.
What I am
I am a writer so much of my time is spent in the world which I create. I am not self centered but I do have the need for my own space from time to time. I have an IQ of 125 (roughly) and I know how to use my brain (for good or evil). I am a loyal friend and will do anything I am able to do for those I care about.
I am sadistic in many ways. I love to inflict pain and it makes me giddy when you call me a bastard and threaten to take away my flogger and shove it up my ass. Mental sadism, however, is NOT a turn on for me so I do not like to play mind games. It is a childish waste of time, in my opinion.
I am a toymaker. I specialize in floggers but make a variety of things. I am going to be starting on whips soon. I have pretty great prices, I think. Ask me if you are interested.
I am very loving and passionate. When I love, it is with a fierceness; a fiery passion that is almost unquenchable.
I am creative in love and life. I always look to find new ways to express myself and my love (which, I believe, is what brought me to this place).
What I am not
I am not a pushover. I will stand up for my friends and those I care about first and foremost. If you have a problem with them, then we have a problem. They are the only thing that keeps me going; the only thing that keeps me sane; the most important people in my life.
I am not one to give up my dreams for anyone. I eventually want someone I can share those dreams with. It is a crazy ride and I want someone who will go along on it with me.
That about sums it up for now but I will be adding more as I grow and learn.
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