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Update:
Thanks very much for all your wonderful messages and support. I am now happily collared to a wonderful Dom and not spending so much time online anymore, so apologies if I take some time to respond to messages. I am most defintely not interested in anything other than friendship, so if you are looking for anything else, sorry I'm not your gal :)
Greetings from a small girl setting out on a dark and scary path.
It is one I have been skirting for most of my life but now I have both feet (somewhat uncertainly) planted there.
I have spent a long time fighting the urge to run screaming from my submissive tendancies, but recently - with the help of a friend - what was once confined to the realm of guilty fantasy is now very very real.
I know I have an awful lot to learn, but I am beginning to accept that this is who I am. Getting here was half the battle, but I am willing to see where this takes me.
I am not looking for a relationship as such, more advice, friendship and perhaps people to play with now and again.
I would dearly love to talk to real people living the lifestyle I am finding myself (for better or worse) inexorably drawn to. People who can help me cope with a world that is so far out of my comfort zone and social conditioning I sometimes doubt my own sanity.
So male, female, Dom, sub, gay, straight, bi, whoever you are, I want to pick your brains, vampire your experiences and just learn, if you will let me.
The only thing I ask is that you are for real. I am through with online fantasy games. They helped me grow when I needed to, but I am past that now.
I will not kneel before you just because your name begins with Sir or Madam. My submission is a gift and I think long and hard before I give it.
RR
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It's savage and it's cruel, and it shines like destruction. Comes in like the flood, and it seems like religion. It's noble and it's brutal. It distorts and deranges. It wrenches you up,
and you're left like a zombie
- Love is a stranger, The Eurythmics
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Well it has been a while since I have written in this, and a while since I have spent much time on this site at all really. So to anyone I haven't responded to for a while, I'm sorry.
Just as an update, to those who are approaching me for anything other than a friendly chat, I am most definitely not available anymore. I am (incredibly happily) collared. God, it feels so strange (and wonderful) to write that! I am still incredibly new at this and have an awful lot to learn, but for the first time I feel really "right" about the path I am on - in a strange sense accepting this side of me feels a bit like coming home.
I'd just like to say thanks to the wonderful people on here who have offered me help, advice and guidance during a very confused period of my life and I promise to make a better effort to keep in touch.
And of course, thankyou to my Master who has already helped me grow as a person in so many ways - and have an awful lot of fun in the process!
Before I was just trudging through from day to day, now I can't wait to see what the future will hold!
RR xxx
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Hi all,
Firstly, thankyou so much to everyone on here who has offered me help, advice and friendship. I have come across some fantastic people who have really helped me come to terms with who and what I am, and your time and energy is really appreciated.
Secondly, just a wee note to let people know I am leaving town for roughly a week (I will have internet access, but not on a BDSM friendly computer!) So if I don't reply to any messages I am not being a snob. Also, apologies to anyone I have not had the chance to reply to yet. Rest assured I will on my return.
Take care,
RR
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