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i want to meet someone i can bond with, and start a relationship. someone i can give myself to completely. i will do anything for you. besides sexual BS. Don't bother Sending me messages telling me to do as You say or else! i won't respond! I'm not looking for sex. I'm not looking for a trainer i may be submissive but i'm not Dumb.i am very intelligent. So i can figure shit out and i know who's real and who's not. Also, i am not property in some respects. i am not a slave. i do have rights and choices, and it is up to me to give those up to a worthy Master. i want to be able to Earn His Collar. To be be worthy of it. And He must Earn my respect. From the people i have talked to, and everything i have read and seen, good and bad, i've figured out the the actual lifestyle is about giving and earning respect. if you aren't worthy, you don't get it. So, now that You know to stay away. A little about me:) i really am sweet. very attractive. Thin, petite. Beautiful green eyes, long brown hair. i have a good heart. i'm a very caring person, not really out going unless i'm around others who are. i do want kind of a mix of things. This is a vanilla world we live in and we can't get around that. Pretty much, the Man is in charge. Makes all the important decisions things like that. Just like a normal household. my opinion matters, we discuss things, but in the end even if i don't like or agree, what He says goes. Yes There's discipline for bad behavior. There are even extreems to the lifestyle. i like whips, chains, bondage, spanking, being pinned agains a wall. Rough sex yes. but, it's about so much more then worshiping Your fucking Dick and giving you sex whenever you want it. My feelings are important i am desparately longing for my Master. i am new to this life and have never had a Master. But i so desparately crave Him. To be at His feet, kneeling before Him. Looking up into His eyes, being told i was a good little Girl. Knowing i was pleasing to Him. His eyes piercing me to my very core, seeing deep into my soul. being able to hide nothing from him. Not wanting to. Willing Giving Him all that Control. That he so desarately need from me. Feeling His Firm hands upon me. Squeezing, pulling. Forcibly brought to my knees. Accepting disciplin for misbehavior. A Firm, but gentel Master. Not to be triffled with. Only able to look into those eyes if i've been good. For Him to give me privilages and allow me to wear His collar and lovingly, and respectfully submit to Him. Knowing my place. but sitll being respected. To Obey Him fully. Only Him. How i need Him. How i long for Him. Master where are You
10/8/2010 5:29:53 PM
my Passion for You burns within me. my NEED for You overwhelms me. i Long to look at You. i Need You, Crave You, and Passionately give You all of my being. looking up at You from my knees, i see that gentle, but Firm control in Your Eyes. i can feel Your Power and Hold over me. it makes me weak in the knees. i can feel You all throughout my body. my body ache for You. You are in my head. You control and consume my Every thought. i crave You so Wildly and Passionately Not only my body, but my mind heart and Soul Cry out to You. For You. Desperately begging You to take me. Take all of me. Take my body So that i may feel You. Take my mind so that i cannot escape You. Connect our Souls at that Deep, intimate level that makes me transparent to You. Take my heart and Love me.