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RoeDaanfie

I am sick and tired of this. I'm sick and tired of waking up at... 2:11 am, suddenly screaming and bawling. I'm sick of feeling scared and lost and unsure, I'm sick of forcing myself to be something I'm not and I'm starting to crack under the pressure. I just can't do this anymore, I can't take it. I need rules, I need schedules, I need a path and a plan and more then that, I need someone to enforce them. I'm a miserable shell of myself without it.