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My name is Ri-mi. I'm seke. I'm 18-years-old and going to college for fashion and music.
---UPDATE AUGUST 31, 2010---
I'm not looking for anyone anymore, ne? I've got myself a happy relationship with the man of my dreams. He's happily my uke and I'm happily his seme. Thanks for the fun. It was great chatting with you all, but all I'm looking for is friends now. So don't even try.
---UPDATE JUNE 18, 2010---
I'm not looking for people 20+ years my senior, unless you want to mentor me (you better have a lot of experience too). I'm not into over-weight people, assholes, desperates, and people who can't spell or capitalize their letters. I'm not into serious relationships two days down the line. You better not push me to do shit I don't want to. I'm not going to send you photos if I don't feel like it. I'm not going to go on web-cam if I don't feel like it. I'm not doing shit for you, if it doesn't please me to do so. I'm very picky about any subs or doms I would consider. If you aren't it, you aren't it. END OF STORY. DEAL WITH IT.
First and foremost, I'm new to this. I'm not looking for a straight off relationship. I'm here to socialize for the most part until I feel more comfortable. So, please don't be offended if I do not accept your proposal straight away, or I decline for a while.
I'm into dollification and cross-dressing. My fetishes are
Stigmatophilia, Altocalciphilia, Choreophilia, Tripsophilia, and Hadaka
thus far. I read about BDSM, but never done anything with it. I think I have masochistic tendencies, and even fewer sadistic ones. *shrugs* Newness breeds uncertainty. I'll figure it out as I go along the way.
I'm pretty chill, I suppose. I like to chat. Don't really care much for bullshit, but cheesiness is pretty fun to read. *laughs* Everything is all in good humor.
My friend Nao and I are fashion designers. A lot of what we make actually has to do with dollification, surprisingly. Didn't really think about it... until yesterday. *laughs* Ever heard of Elegant Gothic Lolita?
I like pretty things: pretty boys, pretty girls, pretty cloths, pretty curls. Prefer satin and silk over cotton and wool. Cashmere over flannel any day of the week. I'm high-class, but kind of dirty. I like piercings, tattoos, and corsets. It's all art to me.
Also:
Any institutions or individuals using this site or any of its associated
sites for studies or projects - You DO NOT have permission to use any
of my profile or pictures in any form or forum both current and future.
If you have or do, it will be considered a violation of my privacy and
will be subject to legal ramifications. It is recommended that other
members post a similar notice to this or you may copy and paste this one
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So~ I've got a mix of messages to write out in this latest edition of my Collarme.com journal.
First and foremost, I'm really glad that there are a lot of people who support my beliefs and all your kind words are very encouraging. Thank you!
Secondly, YAY~! I made a good friend on this site. He was so kind to message me the first couple of days and sincerely pass on a message of good will and welcoming towards me. We've since become friends. I'm very grateful to him for keeping me from freaking out about a lot of things on this site that I wasn't expecting to have to deal with.
Thirdly, sadly I'm still getting crap about how I'm not serious or real or whatever bullshit they're trying to pull. So, about me:
1. I am a SWITCH. I'm not interested in becoming anyone's slave or sub or dom any time soon. They'd have to really impress me and align to my personal tastes in partners.
REGARDLESS, I AM A SWITCH. I like being one. I'm not completely dom, I do have submissive tendencies. But, for the most part, I'm generally more dom than sub. About...I don't know...75% Dom vs. 25% Sub? Somewhere around there, ne?
2. I AM NOT TAKING THIS WEBSITE SERIOUSLY. Seriously, (*laughs*) this is the internet. It's not a life or death matter if I don't find what I'm looking for here. It's just one website among the THOUSANDS if not MILLIONS in this internet world. ...Or the huge amount of BDSM culture in my local area already... I'm mostly just here to learn. I got lucky with finding my friend, but the chances of me finding "the one" or even a casual partner is very slim. I know this, I'm not ignorant of the fact. I don't mind the forums here. I like reading them. It's nice to get information.
3. I don't give my information out to just anyone. I don't have Yahoo. I will not get it. Do not ask me. If you want to talk, talk on here. If I decide I'd like to talk to you in any shape, way, or form otherwise, I'll tell you then. Otherwise, please don't ask me for my yahoo, or my e-mail address, or even my cell number. Like I'd give THAT out on the internet. WTH...
Adieu~
Ri-mi
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Why is it that I
can't seem to post journals about happy, fun things I've found out
about on this site...?
Apparently,
some douche bag is going around saying I'm a man. *laughs* Really now? I
mean, if I was a man, you'd think I'd know about it.
I mean,
that thing between my legs. I should have noticed it. *sarcasm* It'd be
so big.
IF IT HAD ACTUALLY BEEN THEIR. WHAT THE
HELL?!
Kids these days, delusional assholes, the lot of them.
I think
I hurt his feelings by telling him essentially that he didn't have a
chance in hell. Maybe this is his way of lashing out. Sorry I hurt your
feelings.
This is the internet. I don't really give a damn about
you. I don't have to prove my gender to you. I'm not going to do a fucking strip tease
just to let the world know I'm a woman.
I can't
believe I have to write this just to make sure people know I'm not going
to take this shit.
What is it about people doing this crap.
Really?! What do you gain by telling a few people I'm a man. Do you
think it'll hurt my feelings? Do you think I'll feel bad because you
think I'm a dude? What justification do you get from being an ass?
So you
see. This site. Is NOT IMPORTANT TO ME.
As I stated in another journal entry, I'm just here to have fun and
learn. I'm not taking this seriously. This is not my life's work you're
trying to trash.
I could leave this site and feel happy with
myself. I wouldn't be bothered at all.
So~ children, here's the
lesson:
I'M A GOD DAMN MOTHER FUCKING
WOMAN WHO HAS MORE OF A DICK THAN YOU'LL EVER HAVE. AND THE SAD THING
ABOUT THIS IS THAT I DON'T HAVE ONE. So...WHERE THE FUCK DOES THAT LEAVE
YOU?~
Toodles~
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TO THOSE OF YOU WHO ARE FUCKING ASSHOLES BEING DISRESPECTFUL TO MY BEST FRIENDS:
Yo! What the FUCK?! You go around acting like you know shit about people! Disrespecting my friends. Saying that they're fakes. THAT I'M A FUCKING FAKE!
I'm 100% real woman right here! So GO SUCK YOUR OWN NON-EXISTENT COCK! 'CAUSE IT'S ALL YOU'RE GOING TO HAVE ON YOUR DEATH BED.
We joined this site to LEARN. Not TO FUCK AROUND OR PISS PEOPLE OFF. Show some GOD DAMN maturity and bow out when you're turned down.
Don't be a bitch and go around spreading rumors. Telling people shit with no basis! WHAT. THE. FUCK.
Nao joined this site 'cause she wanted to learn more. She wanted to discover more about herself and what she wants. She's never had that chance before. Now you want to fuck it up?!
She wanted us to join too. We agreed because we wanted to support her and try it out ourselves. So we signed up the same fucking day. Don't get all pissy 'cause we know each other in real life. Don't get all pissy 'cause you'll never fucking tap that. Whining like a little bitch won't get you anywhere.
SO GET IT IN YOUR HEAD:
I'm REAL.
Naochan REAL.
Yasashiiuta IS REAL.
WE'RE FUCKING REAL HUMAN BEINGS.
SO TREAT US LIKE WE ARE.
SHOW SOME RESPECT AND BACK THE FUCK OFF.
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style="font-weight: normal; font-family: georgia,times new roman,times,serif;">SOS she's in disguise
SOS she's in disguise
There's a she wolf in disguise
Coming out, coming out, coming out
A domesticated girl, that's all you ask of me
Darling it is no joke, this is lycanthropy
The moon's awake now, with eyes wide open
My body's craving, so feed the hungry
I've been devoting myself to you Monday to Monday and Friday to Friday
Not getting enough retribution or decent incentives to keep me at it
I'm starting to feel just a little abused like a coffee machine in an office (ah)
So I'm gonna go somewhere closer to get me a lover and tell you all about it
There's a she wolf in your closet
Open up and set her free (a-ooh)
There's a she wolf in your closet
Let it out so it can breathe (aaahh)
Sitting across a bar staring right at her prey
It's going well so far, she's gonna get her way
Nocturnal creatures are not so prudent
The moon's my teacher and I'm her student
To locate the single men I got on me a special radar
And the fire department hotline in case I get in trouble later
Not looking for cute little divos or rich city guys that just want to enjoy (ah)
I'm having a very good time in the heat, very bad in the arms of a boy
There's a she wolf in your closet
Open up and set her free (a-ooh)
There's a she wolf in your closet
Let it out so it can breathe (aaahh)
SOS she's in disguise
SOS she's in disguise
There's a she wolf in disguise
Coming out, coming out, coming out
SOS she's in disguise
SOS she's in disguise
There's a she wolf in disguise
Coming out, coming out, coming out
There's a she wolf in your closet
Let it out so it can breathe (aaahh)
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