Hello Everyone, Its been a long long time since I've been on. I am trying to make a reemergence on this site and into the bdsm community in general. So to those of you I was talking to before I fell of the planet I am sorry, it wasent not out of rudeness. Life and people seem to get in the way sometimes, and my kinks and websites get pushed to the back burner first. Hopefully that wont always have to be so, so please bare with me while I adjust and blow the dust of my keyboard. Reintroduce yourself if your so inclined, and please dont be mad if I've forgotten.  

Once of my fantasies involves a semi public scene- You see I fear my dirty little secret being reveled to the public, which naturally makes public disgrace one of things that gets me the hottest the fastest. It is one of those things that I would not likely have to courage to do but often think of. 

It starts out with me and my master going to a hotel, perhaps a surprise weekend trip in a bigger city. Once there we get outside our rooms door, he shoves me against it. Kissing me brutally, slipping his hand under the hem of my skirt. He starts to rub my mound, working my clit threw the silken panties until Im panting and wet. Then it stops just as suddenly as it had started. He withdrawals from me quickly and I am left spinning, wanting and suddenly lost with out his touch. He grins that evil grin that makes the fire between my legs burn hotter because I know with out a doubt I am his toy for the night. He opens the door and we step in, I smile, master never did lack for taste. The room is beautiful and there is big beautiful windows over looking one of the main downtown streets. We are only two maybe three stories up facing another row of hotels or condos. On your knees slut he barks and I oblige. I feel the carpet biting into my skin, im already breathless with ancipition. I hear him unzip and his pants fall, and I open my mouth with out even being told.. Do you want this cock my dirty little girl? He asks teasing. I nod and stammer yes sir, please give this slave your cock. He steps forward and I devour it. I waste no time, shoving as much of it down my throat till im gagging. I hold as long as I can while his fingers tangle in my hair guiding me, reminding me of my place. I try to come up for air his hand holds me just a second or to more, before I gasp and cough and then resume. I ply all my art, flicking my tongue, licking up and down the shaft but my head is wrenched back and im struck across the cheek. Hot red pain brings all my nerves a jumping, he can see how the pain feeds me. How all my tiny hairs stand on end, my nipples erect under the thin fabric. He smiles to himself and says I can do better and jams me back down on his cock roughly, using my hair to get me to the rhythm of his liking. I try harder to all the things he likes, I suck on his balls, spit on is cock, deep throat so hard and so long im breathless and gagging, I look up at him from under my raven lashes and moan. Good girl he whispers and I beam with a slaves pride as his cock constricts and I wait for my reward. Once again my head is wrenched back by my hair, im struggling to have him back in my mouth. Finish me off you whore he says as he prevents be from doing so. Again Im struck across the face and this time I cant help the moan that escapes my lips. I struggle against his hand, against the burning of my scalp and against the fine pricking of a few hairs being pulled free. I hardly get the head back in my mouth when he cums, I stick out my tongue trying to catch what I can, as I watch his seed fall to my dress and the floor. I look up, unsure and a little disappointed. Naughty naughty girl he says shaking his head, you know better then to waste. Im aghast. What?! But you held me away! I try in vain huffing and sulking some, my dark eyes flaring. He so loves it when I pout, and get to see the fire burn hotter behind his eyes. You will have to be punished he says simply turning to a suit case. On the bed, panties off. Dress on, ass in the air he says as he shuffles. I nearly argue about my unfair punishment, but think better of it and slip the black thong down and slip up on the bed. I feel him lift my skirt my ass and cunt now exposed, the cold air kissing my skin. His hands grabbing and touching his property. What a dirty whore you are he whispers, look how wet you are already and ive hardly touched you. I whine softly into the silken sheets, as I blush some knowing hes right, knowing my pussy lips are already glistening with my want. I pray for his fingers to touch me, to penetrate me , I wiggle my ass to entice him. But instead feel the sting of the crop kiss the flesh of my ass, it falls over and over again, till Im wriggling, and yelping. Till I can feel the heat of my reddened ass like halo of sweet hurt. Five to your twat you slut count them off. I brace myself and count as the crop slaps my tender pussy, sending lighting threw me. I scream my nails digging into the bed and mutter one. Your a bad girl he says and strike me again. My hips jerk and I hold my breath trying to contain myself , trying to contain the pain. Two! I breath, you’re a dirty fuck doll with a greedy pussy he hisses and strike again, I bite my lip so hard I can taste blood. I can feel my juices splattering with each strike. I can feel more leaking out of my tight pink hole as he strokes me like a fire. Honing pleasure ,pain, control and humiliation against me. Three! my head is spinning my bodies on fire and my loins are screaming. He strikes again I cry out feeling tears well up under my eyes, it takes all the control I have to put my ass back up in the air for him after i jerk and twist. Four! Im trying desperately to hold it together on the last one you swing and I wait for impact... wincing but it doesn’t come. Another fake blow. My ass cheeks tighten but no pain comes, Im shaking. I want to ask you to please just do it get it over with, I don’t think I can take it any longer. But its all his game, what seems like minutes tick by with nothing, until I am going mad with it. When I least expect it Crack! The crop finds its mark again, this time catching me off guard which makes it worse. I scream and buck my pussy red and inflamed screams at me. All my nerves are set on fire all at once, with no pleasure to make it ease. Five I hardly manage as I fight back a tear. On the floor he says and I move slowly trying to be easy on my lady parts and ass. On your hands a knees you point to the spot where his cum is and slips behind me. He grabs a fist full of my hair with one hand, and slips the other between my legs. Finding me dripping and aching, his touch makes my gasp. He rubs my lips smearing my wetness across my hot flesh teasing me still, I whimper and lick my lips. You know better then to waste, I nod, desperate to have him touch me were it counts. Then clean it up he says, I plead with my eyes and it is answered with my head being pushed into the cum and carpet. I can feel it coating my face as you burry my nose in it like a dog that pissed on the carpet. Clean it up I said he says once more, his grip lessening some as I flush red and stick out my tongue. Some how finding my debasement painful yet wonderful. I cant believe what a dirty slut I am, licking up his cum from a floor. My mind is running ramped, going to fast to hard. I almost cant bring myself to do it, but as soon as my tongue starts to lap up the split seed I am rewarded. Rewarded with his big cock slipping into me, swift and deep making my brain think of only that. He fucks me a few times as I lap up his cream, savoring his taste on my lips. I loose myself to his big cock in my stinging crotch, my upper body strength giving way as I succumb to pleasure and my submission. My face rubbing the jizz stained carpet with every stroke. Smearing across my skin till like look like the filthy whore I am. Don’t cum he demands and I start to beg. Don’t you dare fucking cum he repeats and I hold back. I get gagged a blind folded, I get throat fucked, and tied in tight bondage. I get worked hard, brought to my peak and denied over and over again. As I serviced him, I get worked harder then ever before and find a deeper level of submission then ive never known. I get my pussy pumped, I get shocked and vibed till im screaming. All my holes are stuffed, and leaking cum. Now blindfolded, my tits in rope pressed tight together. My hands chained behind my neck and spreader bar between my legs, and a plug in my ass. I fell my front pressed against the cold wall, Do you want to cum? I beg near tears for release threw my ring gag, spit dotting my bulging breasts. He presses a vibe to my clit and penetrates me from behind. He works me, kissing my sweating neck whispering what a good girl ive been in my ear. As he works me up and up, fucks me faster and harder. If you wanna cum there one last thing you have to do he whispers. Anything!! I say as well as I can, with the gag still in place. You just have to look he says. I don’t understand until he takes of the blind fold, and I nearly panic. As I realize Im not against the wall at all, but the big windows facing the street. The curtains thrown open, I can see the people below, walking and talking down on the street. The people in the loft across from us are having some kind of party, I can see them clear as day. There are least a dozen of them, I know im more then visible... should some one simply look out the window. And here I am! Cum covered, breast bound, my body a blaze with marks. A real fucking a mess and getting fucked for all to see. I try to push away but he holds me there and presses the vibe harder on my clit and fucks me harder. I whimper and beg tears shining in my eyes. Please please is al I can say as I shake my head. Who do you belong to he asks? You I mutter pitifully. Your mine, you belong to me he hisses and fucks me harder now. Listen to your master and cum he commands. I close my eyes and he slaps me, no you must look he says and i open my eyes. Cum my good girl he purrs. I see myself in the reflection of the glass another animal, another person entirely. Its beautiful in it own dirty way, its real and its raw. Its some how just what I needed. I buck cumming harder then ever before, screaming and panting, squirting so hard I soak him and I. My juices dripping down my thighs in rivulets, as I shake and moan in a heaven few will ever see. It takes me minutes to come to reality and by then im in bed, getting pampered with kisses and showered in love.