I wrote this for another site a while back and I thought I would share it here as well.
I've been mostly dominant in my relationship with my wife and we both love it. Recently, I've been wanting to explore my submissive side to a greater degree than I have in the past. When I had the urge to be submissive I would ask my wife to take over for a couple of days and tell her exactly what I wanted and she would comply. I enjoyed it, but for me I didn't feel submissive, it felt like she was just following my orders. But this time things would be different.
We talked things over and she agreed to be my Domme until further notice to be determined by her. We agreed that she would have complete control. Then she layed out her rules. I was not to cum without her express permission. I was to always refer to her as Mistress. I was to wear her panties at all times. When at home it was the only thing I was to wear. Every time I went to the bathroom I was to clean the last few drops of piss from my cock with my fingers and lick them clean. I was also required to eat my pre-cum during play. I was to be her whoreboy...
It has been nothing but bliss. She has only allowed me to cum twice in the past two weeks, both times she allowed me to cum was in my panties and I was made to sleep in it. I've had to endure over-the-knee spankings, I've been flogged, humiliated and treated like a sissy slut-boy. My ass has been used for her pleasure and my tongue has been used ad her toilet paper. I have experienced sub-space. And I love it.
This has been almost a spiritual experience for me. I've learned a lot about myself. I now understand the mental aspects of submission that I would have never truly understood as a Dom. It has been a wonderful experience that I will cherish for a long time to come and I can't wait to see what else is in store for me the next time she takes control. |