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Tonight, after a long break from any play (roughly 15 yrs), I was wonderfully taken in hand and flogged by my beloved. I feel so at peace and relaxed. There is such freedom in submission. And so much beauty on the edge of pleasure and pain.
I don't know that I could ever commit to subbing 24/7, but tonight reminded me that in the hands of the right partner, submitting, being owned, can be a wonderful thing.
My beloved and I have been together for 15 years and I was always afraid to bring up my needs, having been told by different partners that it was wrong or weird, or even immoral. My love, not only didn't condemn me, but only chastised me for not bringing it up sooner. He reminded me that his greatest pleasure is seeing my pleasure, whether that meant binding me and flogging me, or what others would consider plain old sex, it was all the same to him. The important thing was that we move forward together. I have never been more in love with him. |
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