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I AM CLAIMED...PLEASE RESPECT THAT.
What could I possibly write that would speak more eloquently???
"I do not want to be the leader. I refuse to be the leader. I want to live darkly and richly in my femaleness. I want a man lying over me, always over me. His will, his pleasure, his desire, his life, his work, his sexuality the touchstone, the command, my pivot. I dont mind working, holding my ground intellectually, artistically; but as a woman, oh, God, as a woman I want to be dominated. I dont mind being told to stand on my own feet, not to cling -- all that I am capable of doing -- but I am going to be pursued, fucked, possessed by the will of a male at his time, his bidding. I, with a deeper instinct, will choose a man who compels my strength, who will make enormous demands on me, who will not doubt my courage or my toughness, who will not believe me naive or innocent, who will have the courage to treat me like a woman."
Anais Nin, "Incest: from 'A Journal of Love'"
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"I do not want to be the leader. I refuse to be the leader. I want to live darkly and richly in my femaleness. I want a man lying over me, always over me. His will, his pleasure, his desire, his life, his work, his sexuality the touchstone, the command, my pivot. I don't mind working, holding my ground intellectually, artistically; but as a woman, oh, God, as a woman I want to be dominated. I don't mind being told to stand on my own feet, not to cling -- all that I am capable of doing -- but I am going to be pursued, fucked, possessed by the will of a male at his time, his bidding. I, with a deeper instinct, will choose a man who compels my strength, who will make enormous demands on me, who will not doubt my courage or my toughness, who will not believe me naive or innocent, who will have the courage to treat me like a woman."
Anais Nin, "Incest: from 'A Journal of Love'" |
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'k, what's up with the men on this site??? So few have pics with their profiles...what're you all afraid of??? Ok, granted, my own pic doesn't show my face, but it's still better than nothing, isn't it??? |
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So, I've just finished reading one of the Gor books. I came across it in the local thrift store, and curiosity once again got the better of me. *sigh*...you'd think I'd learn from all the dead cats strewn about, hmmm???
Anyway, the book...335 pages of utter drivel. *shaking my head*...how can people even begin to attempt to base a lifestyle on that kind of twaddle??? *grin*...omigod...THAT comment's gonna get me blasted again, isn't it... |
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Why is it that the people who pique my interest all have something wrong with them??? LOL...well, THAT sounded terribly harsh, didn't it?!? What I mean is, they're either millions of miles away, or they're attached somehow, or they're looking for something that I can't provide. I s'pose it's expecting too much to want the next frog who happens across my path to be Prince Charming...and too, I've never been all that keen on the idea of kissing a frog, anyway. Mind you, if Sir Frog shows up wielding a flogger...... |
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Bleah!!! I just got another message...but this one didn't make me chuckle. Apparently, I'm bratty and disrespectful. Wondering 'bout the lack of local(-ish) Doms, and then enjoying the fact that someone else got a laugh from that makes me a brat. Hmmmm...LOL...guess what??? I don't care. That particular person can take his opinion and...well...do something anatomically impossible with it...... |
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I got a message this morning that informed me that I'd made someone laugh over the comment in my last journal entry. That was a good thing...I chuckled over that, all day. Laughter is important to me... |
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Y'know, it baffles me...is Dominance a geographical thing??? Ontario and BC have Doms coming out the wazoo, but there seems to be a dearth of 'em in Manitoba...why??? |
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It's been a while...I've been distracted with other things, and haven't checked in here for quite some time. ...nothing seems to have changed much...aside from the list of interests. LOL...that's a li'l weird...the things that get lumped together look a bit bizarre when the "loves" category covers everything from garage sales to ass play. Ah, well...as a basis for conversation, I s'pose it works.
Anyway, I popped in to see if there was anything interesting going on...... |
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It's been an interesting weekend...there's been play time, hanging out with friends time, snuggle time, freak-out time, contemplation time, and now time spent at the computer in the middle of the night. When I was complaining 'bout my dull, boring life, someone should've reminded me to be careful what I ask for, cuz I might just get it!!! I've got it now, in spades!!! But y'know what??? It's still all good...<smile>... |
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Wow...I've just been told that I'm "unsuitable" as a submissive. Why, you may ask??? Because I have dependant children...apparently, they're "baggage". Well, that's fine...we all know what's said 'bout opinions, don't we. For those of you (I will NOT call you "Doms"!!!) who feel that way about a woman with children, I have this to say...you're not worth my time. You're right, that may be an inappropriate attitude for a submissive, but y'know what??? My kids were part of my life long before my kinks were, and long before any prospective "Dom". Yes, they take precedence...and if that's a problem for you, then please do me the courtesy of not wasting my time sending me messages. And, a word of warning...never, ever mess with a Momma, no matter what her lifestyle choices may be...you will NOT win... |
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I was just informed that I need to update my journal...LOL...I'd forgotten that there was anything here at all!!! So, now I'm updated, there still isn't anything interesting here, and now I'm thoroughly depressed cuz I've just realized that this is excruciatingly boring!!! LOL...thanks a bunch, Phoenxx...sheesh!!! |
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I will be replying to everyone who has written me, but it will take some time...my home computer is out of action till next week. Please be patient, and I'll get back to you as soon as possible. |
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