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Update 2016: This profile is old. I have not been on this site in years. In the past month I have begun receiving email notifications that people are sending me messages on here. I came back because I don;t want people thinking I am being rude by not responding etc. But honestly, most of those that have sent me messages haven't bothered to check the date on my profile. If you look at the dates, you can see I am no longer 28. I'm really sorry to all of you who thought I was an un-aging immortal being (I wish!) because the site didn't update my actual age. But it says I am 28, and that my sign up date is in '05. it's 2016 now, it just takes a bit of math to figure it out folks. So for any of you that I haven't got around to messaging back, this is most likely why. I only came back to respond to people and not be rude. And I am getting a bit (a lot actually) irritated with being snarked at for "misrepresenting" my age on a profile I haven't been on in years, and had no way to know the silly site wasn't auto updating.. So I'm at a point now where I am unsure if I feel like even bothering replying to the rest of you. I'm really sorry for that, I know you all aren't the same, but I'm just.. aggravated. I may try replying to a few more of you later on, I may not, we'll see how I wind up feeling later on.
I won't try to describe what I look like, since my pic is in the profile. I'm a single parent. I don't drive. My free time is scarce. I'm open minded. I like trying new things. I get bored easily. OK this is not much, but I'm in a bit of a hurry, I will update/change this later when I have more time.
Alright, I'm not going to go into my sexual interests/preferences here. Sorry, I'm kind of a private person, to learn certain things about me you are just going to have to do it the hard way and get to know me. I have an interest in D's (obviously) or I wouldn't be here right? That should suffice for now.
Some of the things I am interested in (outside of the sex stuff) are reading, gaming/role playing (think AD&D), walks, camping (not that I've been able to in some time), fishing (same deal), playing pool (I suck, but I enjoy it).
I love kids, animals, nature, all sorts of different music (depends on my mood). I'm a casual dresser, I might put a dress on now and again, but don't hold your breath. Mostly it's jeans and sweats for me.
As stated above, I am a single parent. My son is 9 years old. I also have my two sisters (ages 9 and 7) living with me, as well as my mother. (Note, they live with me, not the other way around.) My family comes first, always has, always will.
I am not here to get laid, find a boyfriend, a mate, a husband, a sub, a Dom, or any other variation of the above.
OK, so why am I here then? To find like minded people to talk to. To make new friends. I have social anxiety. It is not as bad as it used to be, but it is still easier to meet new people online then in person. Once I get to know someone and feel comfortable enough from talking online or the phone, then it is a lot easier to meet them face to face. Large groups I can't handle, so bars and clubs are not an option for me.
I want to meet people, and make friends. People I can talk to who will maybe understand me and not think I'm some kind of freak for my particular desires/interests. Maybe people I can hang out with offline, once the comfort level rises. If anyone wants to just talk, and be friends, send me a message and I will answer it as soon as I have the time.
I should maybe leave a warning here, I don't get along well with most females. Nothing personal in that, just most tend to get on my nerves rather easily. I's extremely rare for me to find a female I can get along with enough to actually call a friend. I am not saying not to message me if you are a girl, I will talk to anyone. I'm just leaving a warning, that it like as not won't end well. If you want to try, hey feel free.
For those of you who have already sent me a message, and now feel you have wasted your time, I'm sorry. But hey, I did say I would fill this out later, you chose to not wait, and messaged me before I had filled this out. So you couldn't possibly know what I wanted or didn't want, if you do feel you wasted your time, again I'm sorry, but it's kinda your own fault. Now that you know what I am, and am not interested in, if you want to message me back, feel free.
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Last entry here was in 2005, wow yea I've not been around. I've updated my age on site, since it doesn't seem to have auto updated that. I am not going to update the text of my profile, because for the most part it is still the same. Ages are different and that's basically it. Also I'm really not active on here any more. I don't mind if you want to message me, but replies may very well be slow.
And please do keep in mind my age. I am not 28, I am 39. I'll be 40 in April. I don't mind if you are younger and want to message and talk, friendship has no age limits after all, but I will mind very much if you message me and then get pissy because I'm not 28 any more.
I also noticed this site still, after 11 damn years, has no pansexual for a choice on sexual preference. I've updated my profile to bisexual, but it is still just as wrong as straight was 11 years ago. Seriously, the site needs to update that shit with more choices. |
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Had a panic attack today. Not my social anxiety though. I was talking to my guy and we were trying to straighten out the details of his coming to America to see me. In the course of this, I asked how long it would take him to get here, and he said 20 to 22 hours. I immediately thought of him being in the air for nearly a full day, and I suddenly couldn't breathe. My walls started closing in on me, I had to grab my inhaler and run outside.
Well, I'm fine now (obviously,) with the exception of a little queasiness, and a major case of the worries. When I made it back to my comp he clarified for me that that was total time to get here, not total time in the air, about 15 hours in the air, maybe. That, while not as bad, is still a lot to me. And way too many for my way of thinking. |
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I enjoy pain. To an extent. The problem with this, is I sometimes have trouble feeling pain. Kind of a dangerous combination. I'm usually careful, but I wasn't the other night. The result being, I ended up biting my nipples open. Not good.
It isn't as if I did it on purpose, it actually didn't hurt that bad. Just enough to give pleasure. So I didn't realise how hard I was biting, not until I tasted blood. By then, needless to say, the damage was done.
Well, this happened last (Thursday?) night, and my nipples are healing. Atleast I think (hope) they are heh Not as sore/sensitive today, and no longer constantly hard. A little scab on the right one, the left one got the worst of it, half the nipple is scab. The other half is bruise.
Well, atleast I enjoyed myself. In mid orgasm when I tasted the blood, and the sweet taste of it covering my tongue sent me into a series or orgasms like I haven't had in a while. So, long as I can stave off infection and they heal fully, I will have no complaints.
I do need to stop waiting so long to indulge my need for pain though, whenever I do, it never turns out pretty. |
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I allready have an online diary. One I am rather remiss in writing in. Oh well, we will see if I do any better in this one I guess.
Hmm I cannot seem to make the text UN bold itself. I even deleted everything and retyped it, the bold button just keeps reactivating. How odd.. |
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