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I am real. I am serious. I have been into spanking and paddling females for as long as I can remember. In school I was the nerd of the school. I wore glasses up until ten years ago. I am 31. I was made fun of and laughed at by all the females. No female would have anything to do with me because they knew if they did that they would be laughed at and made fun of because of it. All throughout school all I ever wanted to do was to spank and paddle females. It was my equivalant of sex. I always wanted to watch a female getting a padding in school and I always wanted to give all the females at my schools paddlings. I never dated in high school. I never dated in college. No female wanted to have anything to do with me all through school - college either. I didn't have sex in high school. I didn't have sex in college. I was 24 when I lost my virginity and I had to really force that to happen. When I was a virgin at 24, no females believed me when I would tell them that I was 24 and a virgin. I recently found out that females are only excited by guys who they deem as daring. For example, guys who ride motercycles or guys who play sports. Females are not excited by boring guys. I am a boring guy. I don't listen to music. I don't listen to the radio. I don't listen to CDs. I don't watch television. I don't read books. I don't watch DVDs. I don't go to the movies. All of the females who have had anything to do with me have only used me. Females have used me for money, for vehicles, for cellphones, and for a place to live. So, I wonder, is it all fantasy? To have a female whome wants you to spank and paddle her who doesn't use you? I am begining to believe that it is all fantasy. Nothing but fantasy. So, I am on here posting this hoping that a female would help me. Come to my rescue possibly or something like that. I am 5'8" tall with a normal body build. I do have photos that I can send to you