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Hello fellow Kinksters,
I created this account about a year ago during my quest for the dominant male I craved. Being a beautiful, spoiled, picky and dominant female myself I was looking for thexact right match. I didn't find it here but I did find a love match who satisfies my submissive needs also on a very natural level. He is a truely confident, powerful and aggressive man and doesn't require the use of many aids to bring me to my knees. We don't play games-we just are what we are with each other. And its wonderful...
BUT
I do miss the kinkier side of myself from time to time. I miss wielding a riding crop and being laced into my latex corset, towering in gleaming boots and tossing my long, dark hair over my shoulders like a whip. I miss the games and theatricality of it all mixed with the real emotions and pleasure of being worshipped and served. The domme inside me will never love a submissive man the way I love my Man. But I could love him as I love my pet. And I would like one. Maybe two. While I live to please my Man I am neglecting the part of me which demands servility from another and craves the nurturing attentions of a person whose intentions are only to lift me higher and bask in my radiance. Because radiant I am once I am allowed to be...This is something I need and for the right person what I am willing to give in return will be priceless.
I stated on this journey in Boston where I met a sub who I would become close with even though we only saw each other once in a while. The level of comfort between us was quite nice. Even though he did offer me generous tributes, our relationship was not a Pro one. We had a mutual respect and warmth for each other and even as I used him-often roughly-and allowed others to do the same I felt protective and caring toward him. This is the kind of relationship I need here in nyc. You must be a man who desires this and knows what he is doing. I don't want to teach you how to be submissive, only how to be submissive to me. And you will want to be. You will enjoy being fascinated with my mind and adoring of my body. You will wait with bated breath to hear my orders purred into your ear like honey and when i praise you and reward you-sometimes in ways others would read as punishment-you will love me.
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