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Things connect in my brain, making systems of parts and behaviors. Yet in all of that, the spirit calls, so walking the line between ( which is only as we perceive it ) physics and metaphysics is just one of the contradictions I have to live with. Spiritual Geek or Spiritual Master? ... Something. You decide.
I have not found a good fetish wording that explains that my fetish, is playing with your fetishes and psyche as much as playing with my own, seeing what happens with a twist of the mind.
And how about this one, Your submission, My food, any questions? (Sadly, there are often questions.) And this has evolved over time, some subs are food, some are just not deep enough. Ive come to realize, it isnt purely the submission ... but something more that feeds me that sometimes comes with the submission. Scenes that confine the dynamic too just then, unless you are the most awesome food ever, is just not enough. Master going unfed results in him getting fidgety, anxious and loosing sleep ... And starting to turn into a real ass. Eventually, I have no choice but to hunt ... And its far safer, for all concerned, to keep one slave that thrives as food under this Masters hand. So, I now know what more is ... Bring some obedience along with your submission, that is the right path for me.
On the Purity Test, MrMongoose (29.8, 500 questions) and wrote So much to do.
I am also a Keeper of sacred flame. I self identify as a Primal Master and a bittersweet sadist (Ask.) The sacred flame, need not be a real flame, consider that to me the flame in my sub is also sacred ...
1) Rabidly Creative Engineer ... aka Imagineer 2) Favorite of text Code and or Poetry 3) Fire Tender, Keeper of Sacred Flame, Temple Keeper. 4) Lover of elegance in all things. 5) Wasted Expensive electromechanical energy bugs me. 6) Wasted Spiritual energy is annoying too. 7) Favorite word Honor.
One, not all toys are ever bought, interesting ones are made be they living or non-living.
Two means I can be cryptic, to instill mystery and amusement.
Three, a good flame takes balance to make heat and light.
Four, simple is often a better thing.
Five, use the batteries till they die and love it.
Six, if the heart is not in it, why play the game? Past that we cannot deny who we are or what we need, or we die by inches and cease being what we are. Me, Im my own enigma ...
Im looking for one that honestly seeks to know herself and whom is empowered in service. I also am on a journey of self discovery, but the need to extract and relish in being served cannot be filled alone. Are you compelled to serve? (or want to BE compelled) ... This may or may not ever be possible to find or fit into life, but we will just keep seeking.
Read what I have in my journal.
Call most of this breadcrumbs if you dare, I am different than a house Dom walking no ones path save my own. Yes, the other might be faster ... but everything else I learned from nature and my nature, why not this too?
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