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Hello Ladies!
I'm a beginner in BDSM. My kinky desires come up in my childhood, but i never tryed it with a partner. But my feelings never changed: i think to pain as a pleasure enhancer. Maybe it is because of endorphine, but i think it has spiritual aspect as well. There is no happyness without sorrow, no lightness without darkness, and the beautiest flowers allways have thorns. Pain is an instrument from the devil's armory, but we can use it to open the heaven's gates. (I'm not religious, i was only useing metaphores). So, i like pain much, and i wish i like to use it for the pleasure and advance of my partner. But i can't take humilation, i don't have slavish sides. My dominant side is stronger, but cruel, dominant ladies thrills me up too. I like to be helplessly tied up, an cruelly tortured and used, and i like to train painsluts or teach the nauhtiest one a lesson...