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| At 62 I am going back to school. I will get my associates degree in May and consider it my 63rd birthday present to myself. I refuse to be anything but in control of My life. I love to be around people but I also enjoy My alone time. I wonder if typing this in here, or being on Second Life even if I am not communicating with any one, is counted as alone time?
I am a ESFJ personality. I would describe what this means this way. Extroverted, Sensing ( which means I am intuitive but not so much of the future but of the now), Feeling (sensation and emotions are an important part of me), and Judgmental (I have My own ideas about things and don't try to change them unless you enjoy butting your head against a brick wall .... not saying I will not listen and maybe even agree to a degree but I can be very stubborn and mule headed). Now this may not be the text book definition of what a ESFJ personality is, so if you want that google it. You will find several different sites.
I tried to take one of the tests for what I was in BDSM and found that I could predict what each question would say about Me and control it so it could not be accurate if I was lying to myself, so I didn't think much of it. I know how I see Myself. I have questioned Myself about who I am many times and will continue to do so. I must be in control and even teachers find that I will argue with them to prove what I think is right. I can't go to a doctor who will not listen to My feelings about My body and take them into consideration.
My physical body is in good shape. I wear a size 12, and am a bit over endowed on top. I have wrinkles and other flaws but don't tell me about them. I know them. I just ignore them most of the time. When I was 18 to 30 I was very beautiful and the strange thing is I didn't know it. I only noticed it looking back at pictures of Me. I don't know if I am beautiful now or not. I am too close to Me to know. I just know I like ME. At the same time I can see a lot of things I can improve. Oh and don't tell Me what you think I can improve, if I have not thought of it I might not appreciate it and if I have, I probably don't want you telling Me that you noticed it, too. Did I say I don't like to be criticized. I do like to pretend I am good at taking advice but think I am just fooling Myself on that.
I love making silks and slave clothing for either sex. I have a great imagination and have found that there is many things you can make silks out of anything from fabric to bought items like scarfs and they are simple to make. If anyone would like some of my designs just message me and I will tell you in more detail what you can do or I can help you put an outfit together when I have time.
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