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A little about me, I'm a very quiet and often laid back person who has a very hard time expressing myself and what I want. If you catch me on a good day you could get anything from a simple response to a very detailed fantasy, but the fantasies are rare, so please don't ask me about them. I love my horses and spend a good bit of time with them when it's nice out, trail riding and training. I love to read and often will sit and soak in a tub while reading, or go to the park and lay on the pier. I have studied this for well over 13 years, but I have not been involved irl for more than a year and it is rather intimidating for me.
I can be defensive especially if I think you're just in it for the sex, I am not in it for that but for the dynamic, the mental and emotional aspects of it, find the right person and it will branch off into that extension. I've learned much more about myself, I can be bratty and I have a very strong interest in pony play, that much integrates more and more into my life every day. I am highly intelligent, I don't like being told I am stupid, if you must assume that you are smarter than I, please show it :)
Feel free to drop me a line, but for my sanity's sake, if you're going to write poetry, dirty fantasies or use the line, I think I could teach you a thing or two, just step away from the keyboard now, I will not answer you.
Edited to add: This may make me sound rude, but if I look at your profile and it comes across to me as someone just after sex. I will not answer you, so if you have read my profile you will now have read the blanket statement. " It is a pleasure to make your acquaintance, I give you the best regards in your searches"
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Waiting games don't work on me, I don't kneel for what I have to chase, after all, if you try to catch a wild horse that way you're going to be sitting there for a while.. or get trampled.. One or the other. |
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I hate this time of the year, the need to have someone take my control consumes me and I must sit quietly, watching, waiting while my mistrustful heart keeps me away from the one thing I so sorely need. |
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Music inspires, transmutes and releases a part of me that stays hidden in the light of day. |
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Its raining out and I'm more than agitated, perhaps it's the weather after a few nice days. Either way I feel a strong urge to smack anyone who crosses my path the wrong way.. there is no shyness today.. only Chaos. |
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Ugh, time to update the photo, because all of these on here are ancient! |
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Hmm let's make this clear for everyone out there, my pets are my children, nothing more nothing less, so you can take your twisted inquiries about my stud and my dog, turn them sideways shine them up real nice, and shove them up your candy ass.
Mounting is done from a mounting block which allows me to properly ride my equine as noted by riding standards. He wears a bit, bridle, reins, a pad and a very nice saddle as do my girls. They are my companions and they give me a ride every now and then :P
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So it's been a really long time since I've been back on this profile again, I've gotten out and about in the community now. But the annoying part is being alone, I can't go to play parties, can't be sure that I could handle just doing a scene and then move on. And all I get from every direction is oh you need a mentor, you need this, I know what's best for you.
When you've known me as long as my protectors have known me maybe then you can provide some insight into how well I can handle things, how ready I am. Until then I maintain my search and will keep going the way I always have. I am open to advice and meeting new people..so long as they don't tell me to " Call them Sir" I will always tell them to earn it first, it was how I was taught and it is how I will always proceed with things. |
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Welcome to the few days before the new year kicks in, I've been browsing through profiles and it saddens me to see that no one seeks a submissive partner who is more than just that. They do not wish for your intelligence and wit nor do they wish for your charm. If someone were to want to get to know me with that sort of attitude I think they'd end up calling me a fake, because I do not adhere to such ridiculous views.
Intelligence is one of the main things that makes me who I am, anyone who seeks to have another out of the mold submissive best avoid me, because as Road Dogg once said.
" Oh you didn't know? Yo ass betta call somebody!"
I will not be tamed and be turned to another perfect submissive, I will be perfect in my own way, I only need someone to see how perfect I can be for them and them alone.
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I read and reread my profile again and again, watching the attitude changes, it's amusing to see how defensive I can be. I've mellowed in the past few years, become a little more interested in perhaps finally having a mentor or being trained. Oh don't get me wrong I can still be snippy, although I'm certainly amused by people who even suggest that I do things with my horse that doesn't involve a saddle and bridle.
My little stud, he's a handsome devil, but he's most certainly not my type. Although I'm going to enjoy watching him grow up. He'll be two before I know it.
On another note, I've often found myself wondering, if there was ever anyone out there that was interested in this for the non sexual aspects. Because the whole needing to fuck thing is what scares me away. That and I'm not losing my damn virginity to someone who would be around for perhaps months at the most before either of us get pissed off with the other and break away. Just not happening that way.
Anyways, there's my odd update for the new year, if anyone bothers to read this, tell me what you think. |
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