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"When a life can no longer feel the pain that fostered it, there is seemingly no life."

Mors ultima linea rerum est

6/20/2011 9:52:35 PM
The punishments get worse as I tap into motivations and free them. This one suffered...
6/20/2011 6:25:00 PM
It's time...
6/20/2011 2:53:15 AM
I'm suddenly fascinated by the irony of it. Her chosen career, and my chosen outlet. Again, opposite sides of the same coin. My own work is now a distraction. Tonight, I will hunt again. So many ideas to practice by Saturday.
6/20/2011 1:41:22 AM
Where there was once one to control it, there is now only a primal rage I can't explain. Where I should see comfort I see only targets, their feelings irrelevant. The only outlet is clear, and I feel a sadistic, hedonistic pleasure as I look to this Saturday in Woburn. With days to plan as I return from FL I can already sense a developing plan consuming me. I revel in this darkness...and now no one can pull me from it.
6/19/2011 3:33:15 PM

the first one felt it today.  although it wasn't the same i enjoyed it more than i thought i would.  next saturday will be the big test though.  taking one of the heavenly bodies and making them truly heavenly.  they all leave, it all hurts, now i get to decide when both happen....