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“Kleiner Sklave” ("small slave") is searching for a LTR (24/7/365, TPE) with a dominant Person or Couple that want to train me.
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Dear Mistress, dear Master,
thank you for viewing my profile. Please be gentle in case of spelling or grammar faults. English is not my native language but I will try to get better.
I have about 10 years of experience with different Play Partners of both genders, although my experience with Selfbondage and other experiments are more than 20 years.
It took quite some time for me to fully understand what I truly seek. But a lot of experimentation somehow led me to the inevitable decision that my body and soul needs to be enslaved. It has a reason why I am using the word “enslave” and not “submit”. In my opinion “Submission” is nothing else than playing a consensual scene. To be fully enslaved means that I give up the right to disobey. No Safeword! No discussion! No Mercy! No Escape!
For some people this may sound strange but inside of me is a deep desire to be used and abused while being completely at the whim of my Owner.
I will try explaining my feelings. At my early years I was practicing a lot of Selfbondage and it felt great. I was able to orgasm from just being bound. When I got older I felt that something was missing and started to play with different partners. At first I was in heaven but after some time it got more and more unsatisfying. I started to go back to Selfbondage, but somehow it had lost its magic of the first years. It took me quite a while to discover what was really missing in my life. I need to be truly helpless and controlled! Playing with partners is fun but there is always a safeword and a way to get out. When placing myself in Selfbondage with a timer release there is no way out, no escape, but also loneliness. My dream would be, to be used by a strict Owner, without a chance to back out.
If you can’t handle a begging and crying slave, than we don’t match.
If you don’t care about, me begging to stop, and instead just force a huge gag in my mouth to silence me, then I will be happy to serve you.
Till now I have only written about dreams, wishes and desires, but I know that we are living in a real world and there are always certain limitations. I don’t believe in “no limits”-slaves and in reality there is nothing like “true slavery”. I am not stupid and am completely aware that I will bring myself in a position where I may get truly hurt. And by this I don’t mean physically.
My Owner will have the total control and absolute control over my soul and body, but there are some hard limits that need to be respected. Of course these limits will be few and can change over time, but nevertheless I want to have a kind of “veto” regarding some actions. The limits will only apply to certain topics and not to the severity of already agreed actions. I don’t want the option to back out of a punishment or something else, and the Owner will have all rights to force and bind me. But I also assume that there will be a mutual agreement about the chance that, someday we may come to a point where the situation is not working anymore.
Pictures will be provided on request.
I am NOT searching something online, I am searching for real and would like a phone or video call to take place quite soon.
Thank you for reading my full profile. If you feel that you can be the One to enslave me than please drop me a message.
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