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TAKING A STEP BACK
due to work commitments ,
kendra will use this medium for contact with her friends but will not be available otherwise.
kendra has been in service before..
she is not sure she will be able to find what she craves, so she is being very very careful...
she has made many friends on Collar me.com and so uses this as a medium to catch up.
she is simple in her tastes, almost spartan., but she is stylish, polished and her service is truly refined to an art .
kendra is self sufficient financially and emotionally and is not looking for a paycheck or an emotional crutch, a fine slave knows exactly what she offers in the TPE , and kendra knows her worth
do not ,mistake kendra for an arrogant, she is merely precise,simply, she knows who she is, what she is and what she wants....
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has returned from a hell trip to find illness in her family and she is on the midnight plane to home,
You will have tto forgive her not messaging
get over it my family comes first
kendra bb soon... |
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a wicked couple in the US sent me a messgae and it said not to give up.
how wonderful it was to receive,, thanks both of you..
i am taking yet another backward step, work commitmments are doing this,, and i shall look again in a few years obviously it is not my time,,, i do thankyou both for the kind words
cheers |
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woe! I have just read my last post in journal..
i was a little savage cabbage wasnt i??
hmm
today is sunlight and laughter day.. this morning we had breakfast in the garden in the sun and it was truly wicked,, some wicked kid ( me<<< ) made a zucchini omelette with sun dried tomatoes and persian feta and mmmmmmm you know.... sublime,, positive mornings always rock my day........ |
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some days i sit and think, and indeed some days i truly do wonder if the gods made some humans as the perennial joke, the village idiot always amused me, probably with a little sadness that he wasnt lucky enough to be given a full set of working tools.. and a little protectively at their gentleness, but the other end of the scales is the ignorant violent belligerent abuser who calls himself Dominant, usually can be found online., at strange hours ( when one would expect most other people to be working) incredibly bad grammar is almost a trademark, an inability to logic, and the total inability to understand the word no. simple. clear. no.... when Kendra is lucky enough to cross paths with one of these ''men'' and i have this week met a Domina who cannot dress herself let alone take charge of a slave.. i wonder why abortion isnt free and sometimes state enforced in cases of a combined iq of seven in both parents.... but hey..... anger management says i just breathe and let it go...... i wonder if mass murder isnt the best option?????....
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Kendra has returned after an incredibly challenging contract, she confesses to being a touch braindead and will probably remain that way for a day or so till she regains her 'groove.
so. unless i have messaged You directly, please dont email me to berate me for my absence you will be told to take the train and call it severance pay,
in two days time, feel free to deluge again with any questions or twittering you may feel necessary,
Kendra,,seeking serenity.......xxx |
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there is a spring breeze at the door
who is there to fall in love with
dammnit...
(anon)
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sighs... in response
Capital or no Capital K
Kendra is still the same, get over the fact
if the idea of my name having a capital offends you` in your dominance ???then your insecurities are too big an issue for me to even bother with you,
My Masters have always been incredibly pleased that kendra has an intellect, a successful business and a huge circle of friends,,,,,, and i still choose to kneel for them and them alone
do not weary me with your bleatings,., sighs,, send me a Man of worth..
looks up reads the post and wonders why I even bothered wasting my time.
freedom through submission...... kendra |
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Kendra looks back on her journal , it seems so long ago,such a long time since she visited CollarMe and caught up with her friends. Kendras life has changed dramatically since late oct last year and her priorities are different as is her outlook .
Life is too short....
freedom through submission... k |
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under instruction by the Lady of the House..
kendra has the influenza and the bronchitis, she has sustained damage to her lungs and will be out of contact for a few weeks..
Mrs Brown ( kendras Housekeeper) |
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and they who danced were thought insane by those who refused to hear the music................ Monet........... |
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after much thought, kendra has decided to stay alone, to try to maintain a relationship of any kind other than a basic friendship would be difficult and in truth not fair to the Man who would choose me, one hundred percent or nothing .,
kendra, and her work, are one and the same these days,
if you seek friendship,, well and good,,, if you seek more? look elsewhere...
a girl, is sorry but she feels that honesty is best....... |
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Kendra has arrived home at last, beaten, battered but not broken, this assignment was one of the most challenging she has had to face to date. violence and industrial strikes and vitriol and venomous men all in 13 days. she is emotionally worn out from being the " Ice Maiden"" she portrays in her workspace but with a few days sanctuary she will be fine.. |
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today is work day, kendra willl be flying out for two weeks
please do not think a girl is rude if she does not answer you..
she is simply working....
freedom through submission....
kendra..xxxxxxx |
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for the silly one who asked pontificationism is the art of dribbling b/s........
well,, You did ask???
kendra will be unavailable as of 12 midday tomorrow she will be on contractual work and out of range see You in two weeks..
...... and all that jazz..... |
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just when you think the whole world is full of pontifcationists..... the phone rings...
smiles,,,
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p.s
tulips maybe tomorrow? |
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each day brings new challenges in a girls search
reality is such at the minute that there is little time and weeding the chaff from the hay infuriates me, because of the lost time, but saying that I have made some excellent new friends and maybe will find that which I seek/crave so badly
so for those of you who seek still,... like kendra, persevere and maybe we shall both finding that we wish for..
just be sure you know what you seek , wishes are fishes indeed sometimes but some fishes stink!
and some taste wicked :)
kendra |
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isnt it amazing how life is full of irony... today was a magnificent day,, full of good things and laughter,, and in response to my somewhat blunt earlier post I recieved two emails.,. i think what makes a girl maddest most ( kendra language,, write that one down !) is that some people actually assume that others are stupid enough to believe blindly,,,
but enough of the rant and rave.. life is too short.. and i was lucky enough to laugh for most of the day,,, still didnt get those tulips planted though,, it'll be bloody summer before theyre in the ground,.....:S |
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For those of You who are aware kendra has been in service previously, she uses the Collar Me service to keep in contact,
she will not be bullied nor abused nor frightened nor stood over in any way shape or form,
because a girl is sexually and mentally deemed a belly slave does not open the door for every feral wannabe and fraudster to be thinking she is an idiot,
if you decide that you want to meet the Kendra then youd best be exactly who you say You are,,,
no more
Im done.. and If you have lied to me,, then so are you.............
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Kendra begs to inform those who speak with her that work called her away unexpectedly on the 8th she will return as soon as is practicable,, she bids You all fair winds and fine dreams....... |
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Kendra respectfully begs to inform those who speak with her, she has returned, but will be busy with a mines dept investigation into an accident that she was involved in, she is unhurt but the explosion and fire involved have shaken her considerably and she begs pls for some little time to herself to regain her 'groove''
kindest regards
Kendra.....xxxxxx |
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Kendra respectfully begs to inform those who speak with her that she will be unavailable for two weeks as of 19-5-05
due to work committments,
so dont think a girl is rude, she is hard at work in one of australias most inhospitable places........ fair winds and fine dreams......... xxxx Kendra |
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