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Kaiyo

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sensualtearz
28 y/o (29 in May) mother of 3 small children so discretion is a must. I have been with the same person for the last 5 years but he is vanilla and I will not be leaving him for nothing nor be leaving my children! Well, to start... I am 5'11, bbw, with a wonderful personality. Likes Intelligent conversation, big breast, educated individuals, art, movies, a nice ass, respect, photography, moon lit walks, BIG dogs (pets), snakes, fish, children (mine), a beautiful woman, feminine men, rough and rugged men, cuddling, spankings (Giving and receiving), having my breath taken away by a deep kiss... and so on and so forth..

Dislikes Stupidity, trolls, disrespect, people would believe they are better than everyone else because they are better looking or have more money, scat, racism, violence, child abuse, lies, head games, bestiality, Wearing a bra , etc... My lists could go on for miles but I believe you get the idea.. If you are only out for the kink in the L.S I can respect that but if you come to me wanting something serious then be real. I get really angry when people say they want something real only to find out later it was nothing but lies. Once I hit a point in my life where it all became so clear. Everything was easily defined for me as black or white, what I liked or disliked, believed or didn't believe. Singular focus was effortless and things came effortlessly. It seemed I could do anything I put my mind too. I had learned to flow with the current of life and use its momentum to go where I wanted. Young, with every prospect imaginable on the horizon I had no reason to ever look back.
Then one day my focus was shattered. Something I desired to attain seemed unattainable, lingering just outside my grasp. So being the proud over achiever I am, I began to fight for what I wanted. Everything I have been taught to believe made me feel noble for doing so. When I still could not grasp what I’d been striving for I began to fight even harder for it. Soon I found myself fighting the current in every direction I choose to go. Blind to the more effortless opportunities in front of me, I did not understand what I was doing was wrong.
I have finally realized that not every goal can be attained, not every painful situation avoided. I nor anyone is strong enough to fight where the current of life may take us. Instead I need to use my strength to grasp every moment I can along the way.
When you’re a plus size woman, people like to say "yeah, she's cute in the face", as if being full figured is such a disgrace. Honey, I’m cute in the face, and I’m thick in the waist. I look good whether I’m in cotton, leather, or lace. I’m beautiful, vibrant and above all, smart! And there's more to me than my weight, I also have a big heart. Yes my clothes may be a bigger size, that just means you have access to a bigger prize. We all are not self-conscious about our weight... so don’t think your small frame gives you more pull, I’m a hot, sexy, curvy woman with a figure that's full.

1/31/2012 4:37:25 PM

I'm going to state this once and only once. If you have 69, cock, cunt, dick, pussy, or any other sexually explicit screen name, please do not contact me. I will not read your message nor add you as a friend. Anyone sending me anything with these certain screen names will be banned. Thank you. Oh and before I forget, until I know you and trust you, I will not be chatting with you on cam, yim, aol, skype, or any other messaging devices other than this site. This is why I joined collar me was to chat here. If I wished to chat other places I would be there instead. :)