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Note: That photo is of Gandalf the White. I am not an elderly wizard. Though I can't say I'd mind if I was. I am 25, and I'd be happy to share an actual photo and/or skype if/when we hit it off.
Now a rant about myself:
I consider myself a pure submissive. As far back as I can remember I have felt this way, even before I realized what it meant. I consider myself to be, and I hope I don't sound egotistical: Kind, Empathetic, Intelligent. Good looking too? I'll send you a pic when we start chatting. : )
When I visualize my future, it's with a woman whom I respect, adore, and worship. I'm not a shallow guy, a woman becomes more attractive when she is kind, and downright sexy when she radiates intelligence.
For me, submission extends beyond sex, and is more important than lust. I knew I was submissive long before I was sexually awakened. It's apart of my nature. At the same time, I'm not submissive towards the world. I'm a very independent thinker, and I reserve my submission for that one woman only, when I find her.
I'm not your typical submissive. I don't believe that I'm a loser, that I'm worthless. I'm not aroused by verbal abuse. This is because I seek a loving relationship. I'm not interested in fulfilling my own kinks, nearly as much as I am interested in serving. I want to build my partner up, be her best friend, wait on her hand and foot, her devoted slave. It pleases me when she is happy, otherwise my happiness will mean nothing.
When I fantasize about this relationship, I imagine myself doing all the busy work, and chores, so that she never needs bother. I imagine being guided into a more helpful and wise submissive. Bowing at her feet, responsive to her command. I imagine being disciplined for my incompetence, but also motivated to succeed.
I have a fairly open mind. It's difficult to weird me out. I guess you could call me amiable, because I'm very tolerant. Sometimes I have to force myself to be angry when the situation calls for it, and even then it's little more than an act. This does not make me a pushover, just easy to get along with. Though, I can have problems being assertive.
So, I find similar things attractive. Girls whose taste is out of the norm. Nerdiness, Geekiness, or obsessive passions. A bizzare but sweet personality. Someone who has a lot of fun, and pursues what they love without giving a damn about what the world thinks. Because, frankly, the world is too damn worried about staying in line.
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