Well I ended up making it to 18 days. I then kinda fell out of my chastity training. I need to go longer this time maybe 30 days. Really wish I had a keyholder to keep control.

Well been in my chastity for 14 days so far and everything is going just fine. Going to hit the treadmill today and see if I can keep from having any problem. This will be the most extreme test. I've been working 8 hour days and working out every day but I haven't even tried jogging yet. Some people say theres no problems with it and some people can't run while in a chastity device.

I've been locked up for 12 days now. It get harder everyday. Oh well I won't be getting out for 18 dyas if I can control myself.

My Chastity device just arrived. It's more comfortable than I thought it would be. If all goes well and I can't find a proper keyholder I'll use it as motivation for smaller presonal goals.

Well still no mistress. Understandable I am a loser even for a sub or slave. Just ordered a CB6000 Chastity device and really need a keyholder if anyone is interested.

Still trying to find a mistress to control me. I'm pathetic I know and have little to offer. With so many subs and so little doms is there any chance for me. So many subs have more to offer than I. I wish to find a dom to serve and care for.

Nothing yet. Can only hope that I will soon find a beautiful mistress to take control of me. To make me better through service to them.