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I am a 35 year old submissive middle who is at the moment attending college. I am for the most part happy go lucky, and like to meet new people for penpal friendship. I do not like pet names, so please, call me Lo. I have been involved in my local scene for around two years now, and have been active in the lifestyle for about 15 years. I love horror movies, nature, reading, embroidery and sewing. ? I am very happy in my long term relationship, and that is not going to change.only looking for friends
5/21/2015 4:57:30 AM
Yay, my birthday tomorrow. 36 came up fast. I sure don't feel 36 :)
5/17/2015 4:15:58 AM
Long day ahead, would rather just be lazy and relax on my couch and stare at the TV :), but no rest for the wicked I guess.
4/29/2015 6:42:19 AM
Didn't sleep well at all last night. Went to bed at 11:40 and was up at 4 a.m., so I cleaned and cooked breakfast, and watched the news. So much negativity anymore, it's depressing.
4/27/2015 6:49:51 AM
My mom's dog had to be put down today, just heartbroken.
4/24/2015 3:49:53 AM
Last weekend it was in the high 70s, now it's barely getting into the 40s. Ugh hate this type of weather, wish it was summer already. Tons of housework and homework to do today, but really worth it when it's all done :). Hoping that the weather perks yup for some hiking this weekend.
4/21/2015 4:19:18 PM
Very tough semester this spring. Just want it to end.Ugh.
4/16/2015 10:40:33 PM
Tons of errands yesterday, busy busy but needed.
4/13/2015 8:17:28 AM
Tired today, been napping off and on. My coffee doesn't seem to want to kick in today.
4/12/2015 5:19:27 AM
Went to a bonfire last night. Had a great time :)
4/11/2015 3:41:53 AM
Hoping for a quiet weekend. Hosting rope event, then going to bonfire. So may not be as quiet as I hoped. Where the hell is the warm weather already? I'm freezing lol.
4/7/2015 2:27:21 PM
Tough classes this semester, bogged down with so much homework ugh. Not fun at all.
3/28/2015 3:37:53 PM
Been a really lazy day. Watching movies, making tamales, and relaxing. Freezing out so just wanting spring to hurry up.
3/25/2015 7:34:57 AM
my favorite song of the day:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jaRsJvZgg2s
3/23/2015 12:46:00 AM
Been a nice weekend, been partying and having a good time. Made the weekend fly by :)
3/18/2015 2:26:20 PM
taking it one day at a time. That's all you can do.
3/17/2015 6:15:52 PM
had some really bad news today. May not be on for a few days while I'm processing.
3/15/2015 5:33:28 PM
Finals week is gearing up. Wrote two ten page papers, getting ready to start the test part of the final, then a week break. Can't wait!
3/13/2015 5:15:41 AM
Long night last night. Did three tests for my class, one extra credit, and today I have two 10 page papers to write. The life of a college student..sigh. It was supposed to be in the 60s today, but it looks like it's going to stay in the low 50s. I'll still take it, anything is better than snow. Finally got the news that I will be receiving my school checks again, thank goodness, been fighting since September for it, and was under such financial strain that I considered going back to cooking, which even though I love cooking for fun, I hated working kitchens, even though I was Damn good at it, and only 7.50 an hour for a decade of experience is absolute bs.can't wait for my degree.
3/12/2015 4:51:04 PM
"Into Dust"

Still falling
Breathless

and on again
Inside today
Beside me today
Around, broken in two
Till your eyes shed
Into dust
Like two strangers
Turning into dust
Till my hand shook
With the way I fear

I could possibly be fading


Or have something more to gain


I could feel myself growing colder
I could feel myself under your fate
Under your fate

It was you
Breathless and tall
I could feel my eyes turning into dust
And two strangers
Turning into dust
Turning into dust
-Mazzy Star
3/12/2015 4:16:31 AM
Friends took me our last night, had merlot and got to try oysters Rockefeller. They were really good, so happy I tried them!:) counting the days till I can take the top down in my convertible..Yay!
3/11/2015 10:22:11 AM
my knee is on fire today. Woke up with it swollen and feeling miserable. But on plus side it is an absolutely beautiful day, and got a chunk of my homework done so that is a major plus :)
3/10/2015 6:19:31 AM
Have to get the stiches our of my back today, hooray. They itch like crazy and are annoying as can be. Spring had definitely sprung, and I can't wait for the flowers and sunshine. School is almost over for this semester, then on to the newest semester that is going to be brutal. One class is foot his long and about insurance. yuck.
3/9/2015 3:53:00 AM
Going to be almost 50 degrees today! It even is starting to smell like spring, God I love the start of spring, everything feels new and fresh, and soon we will have flowers, yay! It will soon be convertible weather!
3/8/2015 5:47:29 AM
Stunning morning, Sun is shining and bright and it's going to be a warm day! Counting the seconds till I can open up my pool and hot tub, yay!
3/6/2015 8:55:49 AM
Song is stuck in my head right now. Love glitch mob. http://youtu.be/S7weP864MVU
3/2/2015 4:05:04 PM
Getting closer to the end of the semester. Next set should be interesting.Maybe Critical thinking and public speaking. One I excel at, the other not so much because I prefer keeping my beliefs to myself.
Taking an extended Hiatus from social events. Lost interest after seeing the close minded and ridiculous behaviors from people who are supposed to be intelligent pillars of the community. I think the worst part is I really am not upset about it, when a few months ago I would have been absolutely heartbroken. It is a shame that people can throw a title in front of their name and that makes them feel as if they are god.
2/28/2015 12:23:45 PM
Casino night tonight. My specialty is black Jack. Love the game :) freezing outside want summer already, and here I was complaining about not enough snow a few months ago. Uncle already mother nature, I'm freezing!
2/27/2015 4:08:19 PM
Been having constant back pain for two months now. They have run multiple tests and they all come back clean. I just want to feel good again.
2/25/2015 12:30:44 PM
Long day. Had so many errandstoday that I swear I was running in circles, but thank goodness finally over. Making chicken and avocado burritos for dinner. Yay!
2/23/2015 9:35:53 AM
Had a wonderful night Saturday. Bar hopping and singing. Seeing triple by the end of the night :)
2/15/2015 4:33:18 AM
Very cold today.-4 and snowy. I hate it when is cold out like this, so looks like it's a Netflix and cuddle on the couch kind of day. I miss summer :(
2/9/2015 3:52:44 AM
Yesterday was so nice and warm. Funny when warm is just around 40 degrees. Now it's freezing out again. Ugh, want winter to be over and driving my convertible again :)
2/7/2015 1:41:55 PM
I miss the summer and driving my car. Can't wait for the summer and the warm weather again :)
12/25/2014 4:59:55 AM
Merry Christmas!
12/23/2014 6:34:11 AM
Christmas is getting closer and closer so excited. Been baking like crazy and so happy for the two week break from school. I was mentally fried.