Hi,

I am looking for control and guidance, to educate me in the act of submission. Unhelpfully I am not sure what I am looking for nor where I am going, but hopefully that will come with time. I feel i need someone stronger than me (mentally) that can get into my head and whizz around inside, so i feel controlled,used, owned, dirty, erotic, humiliated, hate, embarrassment and love. So my submission to them is never far from my thoughts.