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Sub/Slave male with a compulsion/addiction for sexual shaming and humiliation.

The purpose of this alternate profile (i have another primary profile) is to explore my evolution to my current state and the events that set me on this path.

I will be sharing TRUE stories from my past in my journal. They are not in chronological order or order of importance but only as they come to me and i remember them.


I see myself as eventually ending up in a long term cuckold relationship.

Comments, feedback, interaction welcome.

7/16/2013 9:33:08 AM

One time in early high school i was on a date with a girl i thought was super hot. we were making out in the car. she had been sitting on my lap and lightly grinding herself on my crotch. We were both fully clothed and both had jeans on. however i was so horny i came and ejaculated in my pants but hid it from her and did not let her know. a bit later she repositioned herself and to the side of me and pushed her hand down my pants.... only to find a huge warm mess of cum and limp cock. She was shocked and reacted. she asked what happened and i made up some excuse like "oh, i thought you came too"- trying to act like i had done it on purpose and that i thought we came at the same time. It was so glaringly obvious i was lying though and neither of us bought into it for a second. very embarrassing. she did leave her hand in my pants though and squished it around along with my limp dick. she asked many probing questions about it and asked if i had cum more than one time. i told her no- which was the truth. (I do cum huge loads) she asked if i could get hard again and almost just as she asked i started to. when she felt this she became more aggressive in her groping. but with all the cum that was already all over me and her hand so wet and slippery i almost instantly came again and ejaculated on her hand. this tiime there was no hiding it. and her jaw dropped and said something like "you came already!?!" very embarrassing. she removed her hand and wiped it on my shirt. that was the end of the date. i felt emasculated.

7/16/2013 7:28:52 AM

One time as a young boy i participated in a circle jerk with other boys. I didnt really want to do it but the older boys were directing it all so i just went along with it. One of the guys in the circle when he ejaculated some of his cum landed on my thigh and belly. The guys laughed. i was embarrassed but did not know what to do so just froze.