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GothSlaveHeart

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Hi im ashhy and im Owned by Dreamscape on here...and im looking for friends.  Since ive seen a lot of profiles on here i will add more. More about me is that I have a temper..guess its the irish in me.Im also stubborn and dont like people getting snotty with me. On the other hand im a quiet,shy girl who loves serving her master. Im very smart and love to read books as well.    If you want to know more about me just email and i will get back to ya.  Thanks Ashhy
4/7/2009 6:21:56 PM
Okay this month is very hard for me. Ive lost my Godmother about ohh seven years now in april. I miss her really bad. I always get moody this month and cry a lot. Its because i didnt get to say goodbye to her nor tell her that i love her. Its hard on me because she was my mom that knew me and understood what was going on in my life. Why did God have to take her away from me? Why did she have to go...she was a great person who loved anyone and had a great heart so why take her. Also in mind i think of my dog too. She died two years ago in december but there isnt a day go by that i dont think of her. I miss her also..usually i can cope with deaths pretty well since it has happened around me since i was a kid but these two has really effected me and i dont understand why. With my dog midnight i always think why did i have to find the cancer on her mouth,why did she have to go a horrible death. I will never forget the pain that was in her eyes but why does God do this. I dont understand why he takes them and doesnt let us say goodbye properly to the ones we love. Maybe i will never understand this but i hope some day that i can get over this and just have them in my heart instead of grieving for so long. I hate it and i dont know how to stop it. Maybe its because with my coping ways i forget them so it wont hurt me and with these two i dont want them to leave me and this is why the grieving process is still with me. I just hope i can overcome this and still have them in my heart. Tammy and midnight your always loved and missed everyday. RIP guys.
3/31/2009 6:22:28 AM
Okay This is one of the reasons i read people's profiles and they get mad...cuz people do not read profiles for one and for two dominants waste my time. I dont want another master, I have one and i love him with all my heart and thats not going to change.2 I am looking for a job for now.. and im very greatful to have the internet up for a few days to talk to my friends and stuff but if your gonna say dont have a phone or mic and just leave... your going to get on my bad side. Oh and you may think why does this slave talk like this because no one owns me but my master. I am his and treat him nice and very obediant to him and only him. People need to learn how to be nice on this site or esle im going to knock heads with a lot of people and be on block. I have a motto you be nice to me then im nice back.. but if your going to be a bitch then watch it im a bitch right back to you. If you cant handle that do not read my profile nor email me. I needed to get this off my chest because someone made me mad and think people need this little info.. to see a little more sides of who i am. 
2/5/2009 2:44:43 PM

Okay what is wrong with some doms? i mean im not anyones slave but my masters. If your going to be rude to me im not going to be nice at all. Thats it. i try being nice to people on here most of the doms and then they get so rude and act like im suppose to be their slaves. WTF i am not. The only one who controls me is my master and if you dont like that then you can kiss my A**. Im tired of being nice and then get stepped on. NOw if anyone wants to talk they are in a rude awakening.

12/31/2008 10:55:35 AM

OKay where do i start. Lately ive been getting depressed just by reading some of these profiles. I dont understand why slave girls say they are property. They are human beings who submit to their masters. Dont mean property in any means. You have a soul and a mind...how can you be property when you have those two things??Property is something that doesnt think or anything. Maybe you should reconsider that. Anywho i am a slave myself but im not property to anyone. Im myself that loves to please my master. There is a difference. Masters should love their slaves for having a mind and soul to please just them and also have a life outside of that.