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	I am a smart and educated young lady with a theoretically bright future and career... but deep down there is a part of me that wants to give that all up and become a bimbo fuck toy. Decide what I eat and drink, shape my body, make it to your liking. Make my past life disappear... change my name and cut me off from those who know me. Brainwash me. Destroy this mind that gets me into so much trouble. I want my existence to be only about giving pleasure and being used for the amusement of others.

9/18/2014 7:51:01 PM

Please speak to me as an equal until I consent to being treated otherwise. Do not attempt to dominate or control me until I provide such consent. Giving me tasks or making demands will likely result in either silence or a snarky response, depending on my mood. Please just don't.

9/17/2014 9:10:55 PM

I've only had this particular profile for a few days, but this is certainly not my first time around collarspace/me block. I have made several close, real life, friends as well as had a number of good play partners during my time here - but in general have not had luck in finding a dynamic that feels right and a situation that is conducive to making it happen. I am ok with that; I am young. That said, I have been speaking to someone over the last several days who has surprised me, and keeps surprising me with every conversation. It is too early to say where it will go, but it is one of those situations where that "clicking" metaphor applies. Each conversation we find another place where lock into one another... perhaps where he locks me in a bit more...

9/16/2014 7:13:18 AM

Many messages ask me if I am ready for this. When you ask that, it is like asking me if I am ready to become a mother. Last night I went to bed thinking about all of my flaws. All of the things that will make me a less than ideal bimbo fuck toy:

I bite my nails

I have never had a drivers license

I have wide toes and narrow heels and high heels almost never work on my feet so I don't know how to walk in them,

I have a degree of social anxiety

I don't know how to cook very well

and on and on...

I have a feeling that most soon to be first time moms think about their flaws and what will make them a bad mothers. Its scary. Like many women, I have helped take care of infants and children throughout my life in various ways and have a good idea about what caring for children is like, but I've never been a real, full-time mom. Similarly, I have had play partners, and some training in my life - but I have never experienced being truly a slave.

So, when someone asks me if I am ready, the only truthful answer is the same one any insightful woman about to have her first child should give: "hell no I am not ready for this and I have no way to know how fully my life will really change."

There are men on here who see my profile and become very excited because I appear as ready (and real) as one can be. A portion (a large portion) assume this means they can start testing my submissiveness to them right out of the gate. They give me instructions, make demands, and act authoritative over me. That is a poor test of my abilities and 'readiness' and will give false results about my abilities and willingness (though dependency on such 'tests' gives me a good indicator of their maturity and ability as a dominant).

This is no accurate way to thinking too much is one of the reasons I seek this path), I also realize that I am where I should be with all of this. And anyone who is actually capable of dominating me will not see my flaws as deal breakers, or even as significant obstacles - they wont need me to arrive as their ideal woman because they will enjoy the process of changing me.

To change me means to see and accept me where I am today.

9/13/2014 9:10:43 AM

Someone reported my main photo in less than 24 hours like a passive aggressive, petty child. Whoever reported it is too pathetic and jealous to just move on. Such individuals certainly do not have the maturity and intellect that would inspire me to get rid of my own mind in favor of theirs. Whatever.

9/12/2014 3:51:10 PM

I have only just started this profile and have already had multiple pages of mail. This will take some time. Thank you for your patience.

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