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GirlDrudge

Not into BDSM or pain or the whole scene. Have had a need since being a girl at school when a boy all the girls had a crush on used to make me give him money and pay for things for him. It made me come to realize that was all I was good for in his eyes, yet I adored him. I think the combination of them to conflicting emotions caused this deep need to be used in such a way by a man again. Though oddly not really a young man my own age but I see it working better with an older man , even quite mature in years. We would meet in person at times at others it could be online. He could be married , in a relationship and like the boy at school not interested in me for anything other than exploitative reasons. I have a few experiences since but very subtle and one of events. But I would like to explore a more serious exploitative long term relationship with a man along those lines. A lot of people are asking what I mean or what I am looking for and it is a hard question to answer as it really depends on the man and what appeals to him in terms of exploiting me. But to give you an idea , a system of demands based on percentages might work to set up a monthly demand cycle that is for me very frustrating and exploitative, while for you lucrative and easy to manage , assuming you have a grasp of basics maths. Something along the lines of an initial demand for a percentage of my salary and savings , with a monthly interest rate added to the sum owed at the end of each month. Which depending on how high you set it up at the start or choose to increase it over time it could become highly oppressive for me, but I do not expect to enjoy the situation, it will almost certainly leave me crying myself to sleep on a night, and if you have to ask me why then do I seek to be in such a situation... then you are probably not going to be the man I am fearing but still wanting to find. All serious replies answered .