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so in the last year i have crossed off a few memorable achivements, yeah it's kind of like bragging. well the idea i am shooting for is more along the lines of i can and i do.
seriously if i climbed everest i would talk about it. a good story is a good story no matter where its from.
~~~~~~~~~~~ so the first addition is makeing frosting flowers. took 3 weeks to learn how to make the right kind of frosting and then 45 seconds to make roses. mine even turned out better than the instructors at the class ( kept my frosting chilled )
~~~~~~~~~~~ slept in a bed with more than 2 women in it and i was the only fellow. sleeping wasnt bad. i dont roll around at all so i got the middle. NICE! down side is somebody sleeps on each arm and there is lots of bumping but no leverage for grinding. also the same direction is helpful. spoon, spoon, spoon, FORK!,spoon, spoon. doesnt work in the silverware or in an over crowded bed.
~~~~~~~~~~~ this one here is a glowing achievment for me. i have trained alot of animals to do alot of different jobs, k-9 search, dog shows, obedience, raceing greyhounds, broke two mustang horses with no wild bronc rides, taught a horse how to dance, circus tricks, grand pre level dressage with no bit or spurs- proud of that one
and now after all that, the dog i am working with currently made a MID-AIR !! frisbee catch. once. but that was plenty enough. did it again the day after one more time, and proves it wasnt a fluke. nobody has seen him do it yet, but that doesn't matter so much. only that he has, and will in the future. |
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finished a mile stone in my life yesterday. i finished my cake decorateing class, and now i can make about a dozen different frosting flowers, leaves, and edgeing. i did some extra credit and can do faces with hair and eyes on cup cakes too. i'll have to update my pictures at the next dinner party.
makeing frosting roses has always been on my wish list and now its on the ~ can do ~ list. on to the next project! |
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starting to host dinner parties at the house here. sort of like a munch but by invitation and a closed setting. invites have already gone out and im looking forward to haveing a bunch of friends over.
now i just need a french maid or a spiff butler to set the table ^ ~ |
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for all the folks that think about serching and find it hopeless, and the ones that look but dont write because they dont know what to say. ( you can even say ~~ i didnt know what to say ~~ never know what kind of chemistry you get )
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a man every day for 10 years prays before bed. bless my family and cloes friends, give thanks for freedom and please can i win the lottery.
yeah TEN years...
so the man prays one night... again please could i win the lottery?
God actyually replies!! "you need to buy a ticket first."
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took two great hours this evening to attend a class on interrogation. excellent instructor. well prepared, exspirenced and articulate.
was a really good refesher for some finer nuances, some things to look forward to, and of course inspired some new ideas.
definitly noteworthy of a journal entry |
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if you go camping and wake up in the morning and your ass really hurts would you brag to your friends?
yeah?
want to go to paradise? LOL
man i couldnd't resist that one HAHA |
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gah looks like i wont have any plans for this thursday night. my favorite place might be closeing for like 24hrs!! gah. |
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good grief been a long time scince i made a journal entry. just dawned on my while i was 'perving' my self that ive been on CM for almost 2 years.
wonder how long they keep profiles after they are no long active...
anyway its spring time and for me thats been horse shopping. up with the birds but stuck in an apartment instead of haveing a dozen horses ( 10 ) and 1,000s of miles of open terrain.
started spring training but doing it alone, feels kind of empty.
have been enjoying 'dateing ' new people. i know the old fashioned go out to eat and talk about normal stuff. have had some 'play' sessions too. been pretty sucessful there.
after the last few months i have made a study of being aproachable and easy to talk to. seems to have gone well.
as for the local comunity, i made arrangements with a fellow so i can become vastly more proficient with rope. did i say rope? i meant suspentions. get a girl off the ground in 15 minuites. its refreshing i dont care for the 2hrs of prep and 10 minuites of dangle. suspention is up not fiddleing and retying stuff. nuff said.
been practiceing at home and pretty soon i think i can do my own suspention. after that .. blind folded haha. |
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so i was at social night at a local event this week and the topic came up that relationships don't seem to work when both people are D/D or s/s. i thought about that and came to the conclution that it is only 1/2 of the story.
imagine ....
you are with your family & friends and everybody decides lets go to ( insert your favorite place) grandma's house and surprise her.
fine thats a normal family thing...
so you carpool right?
ok 15 drivers and only 2 mini vans. does the dominant person always drive? who gets 'shotgun' ? is it based on who is ready first? thats usually a kid ... or worse / better yet the newest driver, they always get excited about any chance to drive.
personally i never drive. i don't care to. and even being tall i usually sit behind the driver. even in my own car.... yeah now i know your sitting there *boggle* wtf !?!
same thing with standing in line at the gerocery store or entering a building.
i open doors for people.
i let somebody with kids/less items go infront of me.
last week i carried a package into a store for a man with both feet in casts. not because he couldn't do it but because it was the right thing.
do these habbits make me less of a man or a stronger leader?
new leaders don't appear even the natural ones. they need a chance to be in front too.
and if a man holds a door for you and you say thankyou i don't say ' your welcome' i always respond " it was my pleasure " and people tend to remember non standard replies.
how are you doing? (fine ? ) *smiles* i'm haveing a great day.
please do not mistake kindness for weakness
always unique
me |
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ah so where am i now... well now its seattle. its been so cold here i've only needed my coat 6 times. -30 to + 30 is like almost summer time. i cant wait for sping time its going to be great!
my spouce and i recently join the local bdsm club for some events had a pretty good time the second night ( nobody was there the first night ) and the second DJ must practice at home to suck that hard. well he's a volunteer and im sure somebody likes what he plays just nobody danced to it.
been completely lost at least 10 times walking around down town. i hadn't seen so many people in years. the whole tunnel closes after 8 or some crap threw me off.
walked from belvue to downtown a couple times. gota get some sneakers.
looks like i'm not just looking for a new horse, now i'm looking for a puppy. i have plans to meet up with the local k-9 search and rescue group. we'll see how it goes...
and to top it all off im looking at getting my dive master cert for anybody that has an interest in scuba throw me a line on that one i'l ltalk your ears off ( no pun intended ) |
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Been a long time scince i made a journal entry and decided to be pro-active...
i guess i'll start with the greatest news first. my horse on july the 10th at 9:32 am delivered to me a beautiful baby boy at 96 lbs and 41 inches tall. he looks just like his daddy and that is just what we were hopeing for.
on the 30th of july while out walking my horses i was stuck by a hit and run driver. cops got him but did not make a citation ... aperently i jumped out in front of him and he was afraid for his life. well we'll see how that holds up in court.... bastard.
while unhappy to hear about he hit me and the dam ( pronounced daim ) and the baby horse was un touched.
i limped around the farm for a few weeks and rose was returned to her previous owner as our contract stipulated. she has been happy and moves around OK but her performance days are over and seldome can carry a rider ( rear leg injury ).
while sad i know that she will remember the good times we had the pervious year for the rest of her life with much greater detail than i can.
to quote shakespear ' it is better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all...'
so back to more good news I am currently on vacation for the winter and will return to alaska in the spring. I exspect to travel around to most of the western states shoping for a new horse and will be going to some of the BLM wild horse auctions in the hopes to get lucky again.
right now i am in seattle visiting friends and meeting people so if your in the NW shoot me a letter |
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well what a busy week followed by a busy saterday. i thought i was going to have some personal time but aparently not.... so the sob story
so we all know that i work wit hhorses, in fact injoy the troubled ones. got two kinda late in the fall but still in good weather. absolutely the fattest porkers i have ever seen ~ the lady even called the one porch-chop he was so fat ~ long story short about 1100hrs and lord knows how much $$ in food broken stuff and rebroken stuff, besides the work itself is like art you just pour yourself into it.
so the lady doesnt want to pay so she is trying to make discredit my work or how sucessful i have been by calling equine rescue they are like the child service division but for horses. so for the record i have one skinny horse. not nessisarily dangerous skinny but to any looker you can tell she is not healthy, or looks starved. i am getting a 2nd opinion from a vet but she is just old and has some problems inside. she doesnt have any pain and is a happy horse as far as can be told.
seems like there have been 20 people in the last week to " come and see the abuse " that are " friends " of the lady that probably wont pay. there were a bunch today and i exspect more tomorrow.
the rescue place felt there is no abuse or neglect. just a mean person with bad feelings abuseing a good system.
in closeing i cant belive how many people forget there are two sides to any story and are just asumeing i beat my animals and starve them because im broke, i think i'll just quarentine and help anybody over the fence with the toe of my boot.... some peace and quet would be nice. |
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digging 3 feet of snow in a 45 foot circumferance. i guess that gives strength of character. i'll try and remember that after ime done being irritated. * note to horse people* mounted sword fighting requires lots of "friendly game" and a ton of trust when something shinny goes whizzing by thier head they might get a little spooky other wise. my neighborhood horse owners thought to join me for a friday play day as the weather was great. all they did was fall off alot. my horse did great. she is starting to shoulder ram and head butt on que also.
been away some for a bit. northern lights have been active and the weather has been fabulous. much more satisfying that being glazed over as just another nobody.
oh yeah looking for a subbie that could handle a 3-9 month vacation touring around places where few people ever get to go ^ ~ |
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looked at my girls today. starting to speculate if i have a couple that are preggers ... not sure if that makes me happy or not. big horses are one thing baby ones are entirely something else. i might think i have a soft hand but would i make the right impression on a foal? i'll know more in 2 or 3 months. heh i think i'll check on my birthday and see.
finished my year end chore. not quite 5k miles 8( been a few blizzards and that slowed me down.
maybe i'll take a few weeks and attempt to do something spectacular. i hope the weather co-operates, don't want to risk my fingers and toes just to have some neato circus tricks... time will tell
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been a while for a new entry lets see what i have done in the last 6 weeks.
chated for a bit and didnt update my journal took a few days away to just bum around and read a few books
got my new horse stuff got to play with that.
had a blizzard set in and lost power for a bit. horses drink 10 -15 gallons of water a day. more when its cold. X7 and my own needs besides what a long weekend that was.
took an hour outside at 10 below on xmas to just sit with my horse. i am certain that she apericiates me
other than that i figure to chat often enough not to be a stranger but not so often that i neglect my outside chores 8) |
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took a day off from chat. and it was worth it! even better than sex if thats beliveable.
went outside last night to feed the horses and lo and behold the northern lights were out! well not the epic blazeing glory i like to see but danceing flickers none the less. SooOoo i put on my electric socks and gloves ( they are a wonderful invention ) and rode up into the hills just to be a little closer and have some extra view.
just streched out on my horse and gazed the night away.
got home super late/early took a nap to be up at 8am and teach saterday horseback lessons. 2-7 inches of fresh powder so we pulled inner tubes along and went back up into the hills where i was a few hours before.
my horse was feeling restive and frisky so i played some games with her and followed it up with a romp in the snow. snow was flying everywhere and the weather was perfect.
message me and i'll send a couple pictures of the northern lights ( i rarely take my own ) unless of course they are spectacular... |
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after some reflection i would have to comment that i do not belive bdsm or it's various forms are not a blatant excuse to beat women ( either for subjugation or pitiful male ego enhancement ) there are far more effective means of punishment at my disposal and some are simple as to just take all of the left shoes or the "silent treatment " for a day ... or more.
*** now dont get me wrong i am still a kink and enjoy a good spanking or some hair pulling from time to time *** ..... and on that note i'll excuse myself to go spend some quality time with my horse |
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Any man can crush a woman absolutly, with brute force or exstream cruelty.
so let us compare to the breaking of large boulders:
this task is easily completed by any man with a strong back and a weak mind, but what does it take to look within the rock? now see it for what it would like to be or perhaps become. now to shape the rock by deftly aplying tremendous force to it's flaws and cracks.
now with a few deft strokes some cunning and the ability to read subtle changes we now have several smaller rocks on witch we can build a monument, a sky scraper, or just a happy house. |
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