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| I can't seem to keep myself away from the feeling that burns inside. It is a feeling of wanting control. I want control because I can't find it in everyday life. My role as a male, as a provider cannot be fulfilled in vanilla life. But here I have found my safe haven. A place where for a period of time, I can be in control of all who let me. I can make them feel like the best thing in the world, or like the scum of the earth. I want someone who isn't afraid to let themselves melt and have the trust in me that I will pick up the pieces and mend them back together when it's all over.
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