I really just want to meet someone to serve and who can make me better. 

Sometimes I just don't understand what I'm doing wrong...I'm a good, loyal guy with a kinky heart, but sometimes that's just not enough... 

I need more practice a foot worship, I think!

I want to feel the hard floor under my knees as I kneel at your feet,I want to shake in fearful glee as I guess what you’re thinking when our eyes meet,I want to beg for my food, for my drink, for my life,I want to raise my head, just to catch the sight of you swinging your whip which cuts like a knife,I want to feel your chains always as I wait in your basement waiting,I want to labor for you in your house and in your fields, as I work with my heart shaking I want to please. I know a slave should never want, But I want, I want, I want to be yours. 

来月に私は日本に戻って行って、東京の隣に住んでいますよ。すごく嬉しい！！！

だから、日本での方と会いたいんですよ！

Hmmm....

I was just thinking about how much better I could get at Keigo if my mistress would make me speak it all the time...

And yes, I'm actually trying to justify D/S as an educational tool for the office!!!

TOO MUCH TO PACK!!!!

I've recently found myself searching for a way to "defeat" the fantastical elements of my desires. By this, I mean that it has always been difficult to separate what is pleasurable in my mind with what is pleasurable in reality. For instance, the idea of being locked up in a filthy, damp dungeon cell while bound in heavy shackles and surviving off of the minuscule portions of tasteless gruel that my owner would leave for me has been a long lasting fantasy of mine--but how would it feel in reality? Probably not that great.

In reality, the more "tame" of my fantasies--being a slave in a domestic setting, for instance--are far more realistic, and frankly speaking, more possible. 

I believe that finding which interests actually work in the real world is one of the major advantages (there are several) of a BDSM relationship shared with someone you trust and respect.