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Hey thanks for viewing my profile.
Lately I have not be looking for to serious of a relationship and just try chatting and being friendly with people.
Lately Ive have been thinking about what I want from this website and a relationship. And Ive found that I want a relationship with a someone whos dominant but also where I helpcomplete them as much as they helpcomplete me. But I also want someone to help me become a better person and push me. I like being submissive and have been one for most of my life generally speaking I havent had any bdsm experience. I want to have a relationship where I can talk about my opinions and have fun but will always be the submissive. I want to love and be loved. Also Im not sure what the term is but just doing a good job and then being called a good boy makes me so happy. Yes I have fantasies but what I really want is the type of relationship I said before.
Sorry but I am also really shy and not confident in myself so I have hard time with a lot of stuff. On top of that I really struggle with decisions and thinking about myself. I feel like Im a failure and makes me feel like Im useless to people.
Sorry about that but I feel like I should express it plus the time Im rewriting this Im not feeling that good. Maybe one day Ill find a match and the confidence to be a slave or sub because I really want to be a good one its more then fantasy its how I want my life and relationship to be.
If you like to know Im open to almost anything over time and trust and be happy to try stuff with you. Only few thing really freak me out.
I struggle with a lot of things and I kind of want soemone to help me, guide me, and push me. Almost take some pressure off but I feel bad because then Im adding more things for other people. I dont know maybe Im crazy maybe Im selfish.
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