It is a pathetic fat gurl and needs to be the lowest in a poly household serving true Goddess.

MUST become a good little faggot worship slut of real men's cocks and bodies to please her it is my only way I can become the pathetic grovelling cock slut either my current trainer Mistress wishes it to be . It is now searching for a Mistresses and Masters maybe who might want to play with my Mistress preferably a Mistress who has a partner who is a large cocked real man who will want me to fluff, or clean creampie or be a toilet on hand or footlicker or arselicker to contact me. But this is a wish it is up to its owner to tell it what it will get and not get. One thing over 14 months my cuckoldress and trainer Domme Madam Crystal regularly used the cuckold signswhen it was with her in public to indicate to other men and women that I was being cuckolded by her I learned to love this humiliation and now thank her for destroying my remaining manhood in this way. I am so grateful for the real men who let me worship them and wonder if it might be alright to ask any more to contact me and any hot women who wish to cuckold and use me in my need to become so pathetic that my old Mistress or a new one will take me in as her 24/7 slut toilet pig cuckold

Its sad history:

It had been teased and denied by Madam ‘Crystal’ and her bf /alpha sub /switch Mr D of Albury in NSW . If I had been a better sissy I would have worn the diapers she tried me out in more often, learned to beg for Mr D's God cock and his ‘gravy’ (omg mmmmmmmmmm I did taste it in coffee and some ‘dip’ Madam gave me mmmmmmmm.

I could have become his bitch too and joined Madams little dog living in a shed in their backyard but I didn’t do things right. Madam wanted me to start having my nails done and take on loser jobs and give her the money but I resisted still somehow thinking I was a man. Madam did let me worship her feet from time to time but she has given up on me and wants me to find other Mistresses and Masters to be broken in by as a sub ex male in sissy in training.

If I become real hairless bitch with nice breasts she might look at me again let me grovel at her feet OMG if only she would

It has been psychologically prepared to serve by Mistress C.

Madam once drove down to Melbourne and would have let me be teased and denied by her all night if I was not such a loser as to be living with another woman who uses me in an emasculating way, teasing me not just physically but emotionally which is even more cruel than Mistress 'Crystal' Mistress knows I yearn to serve her but also knows I am not yet broken enough, I have not eaten enough seed from real men truly become a degraded cock faggot sissy slut, toilet pig low enough to be truly grateful enough to be her and Sirs 24/7 slave.

I went without money for two weeks to give my Mistress money to go shopping and have the privilege of shopping with her and being treated a little way like the sissy in make-up, female clothes, she wants me to be. Mistress might also let me become her and Mr D's solid waste pig toilet as I know they enjoy scat games she with his her with hers and they would let me generously share this, as would Mr D let me become a total cock slut and object for his use and the use of his totally sexy male tradie friends OMG I have admission to prove to them I am clitty caged, emasculated ruined orgasm sissy who leaks only if Mr D enters me or Mistress fists me or strap on fucks me.

The reason why this is so that seeing me transformed, degraded, humiliated destroyed as man is really what I deserve due to not allowing myself to be manipulated ans sues by them at the time they offered this to me

She turned to me in the middle of this latest shopping trip and said Mr D was too much of man to like holding the bikinis she was shopping for but I just loved holding them!!!!! OMG at that time I wanted so much to lick her feet or arsehole or actaully actually have Sir there to be spat on by him or shat on or if lucky take his manly cock in my sissy cunt or mouth.

Mistress atm only wants to use me for money she is aware that she drains me dry but rightly expects me to give more than I want to. I failed her again with another amount she asked for so I fully expect her not to contact now until she thinks I have enough money to give her. I truly thank her for destroying my manhood. My cocklet has totally shrunk now and does not function properly I thank her for this so much I THANK HER FOR denying me all but the occasional picture of her bare feet to try to excite my sissy cunt with to leak while chanting her name in worship or Sirs.

Mistress now has a new bf a violent and unpredictibale real man with tatoos who this slut worships to bits and loves licking his armpits, his arsehole and feet and when lucky to fluff him before he enters Mistress. MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

It was able to serve Mistress at her new training farm for a month recently and was amde to suck horse cock an cover itself in horse spunk and let it grow crusty and dry on it and wlak naked round the farm wearing diapers or a short slut dress.

Mistress took it to truck stops where it sucked off twenty truck or other guys one night she also beats it a lot with an electrical cord and it is her regular toilet now.

Mistress still wants me to to find real men to worship and intendd to have sissy fag tatooed around my back cunt