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I've been without a Mistress to serve for more than three years. I know my Mistress is out there somewhere, and I hope that she finds me soon because I know that I can please her. I'm not looking for a 24/7 arrangement but for someone to play with on occasion and to go to parties with. Submission is a very sexual act for me, and I would prefer a Mistress who would like that.
Things that I am interested in:
Bondage. I love being tied up and teased and tormented. I love the feeling of helplessness.
Beatings. Whether with hand or crop, I love to be beat and spanked. This makes me fly and puts me into subspace more than anything.
Age play. I slip pretty easily into big and little space. I could use some little time, so a Mistress who is good with littles would be excellent. I tend to get little when I feel vulnerable.
Orgasm Denial. I want to be very specific about this. I'm not interested in strict orgasm denial. I don't like the feeling of getting all worked up and being left unfulfilled. That leads to sexual frustration and leaves me bitter. What I do like is making me wait to cum during a scene. For me, making me wait longer to cum makes for a more intense orgasm later on, and that is what I'm looking for with this. I have also been having fantasies about getting me right to the edge and making my orgasm stop. Either by stopping stimulation or actually covering my opening, so the semen cannot get out or squeezing my cock so hard that I am stopped from cumming. I've never done either of those things before, so I'm not sure how much I'll actually like them, but I'd like to at least try them out once. I would still like to keep going after these have been done, though, to have a proper orgasm.
Post orgasm torture. This has been evolving from a kink into a fetish. I have been very interested in this for some time, and it has only been getting stronger since. I love to have my cock played with after I cum and it is too sensitive to continue. More importantly, however, is the anticipation of post orgasm torture. It is a HUGE turn on for me, knowing that you plan to continue torturing my cock once I cum and telling me all about it while you tease me gets me very excited. I am interested in pushing the boundaries of this with ever increasing lengths of time playing with my cock after I cum. This would also play very well paired with the orgasm denial. You could mix the two and even offer me a choice: not cum or cum but you will keep playing with me for a specified time (10 minutes, 20 minutes, etc.) This would be incredibly sexy for me and turn me into putty in your hands.
Limits: Scat play and golden showers, needles and cutting (pretty much anything that breaks the skin), humiliation (I have low self esteem, and I don't need any help with that), breath play, nipple clamps (I've tried that and it turns out to be a bad pain).
That's all I can think of for now, so anything else we can negotiate. Also, I am not out as kinky or poly with many of my friends and family, so discretion is also important to me.
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