11/29/2008 11:05:04 PM

Ground zero; we start again. Having distance between us makes for difficulties in handling; He has found a better solution, though the deafing silence in between makes me shudder. There is an icy chill to His darkside that draws me closer to the flame, deeper into the rabbit hole; i don't question following... worry, but not question. i do as i am told, and deal with the new constraints as defined with hitting the reset button... are all things in life so complicated?

11/13/2008 8:24:33 PM

As i am, seperated... i worry... is it wrong of me to? Master is not in a good way right now, and i can do nothing to attribute or help in any way... i feel i fail him because of my short comings... Have i?

10/31/2008 10:20:51 AM

For all the fun on a wicked holiday... I hope someone finds this and has some enjoyment and laughs... http://www.ehow.com/how_4533266_advantage-sex-halloween.html

7/18/2008 6:26:50 PM

Happy Memories... There is a story that has yet to be told. One of dedication, compassion, and control... I was collared sometime last september, my first session with a new Master. What seemed a connection of years past had only been hours in the making, yet I trusted him with every flinch of the whip, cane, and flogger. I didn't question anything only tried to obey his every wish. He tells me his favorite memory is watching my face contort as he laid the first blow from the cane across my ass. As the session contined in the confines of his basment, the time came for this slave to recieve her collar. I kneeled as I was told, waitied for his erected member to be placed into my mouth; I began sucking, and as the life in him flowed into my mouth. I held it there, waiting as the silver chain dangled from his finger tips; "Open" His command was as the chain dropped into the pile of his cum on my tongue. Carefully he dipped the collar, my collar, into it and then placed it around my neck. "You may swallow" he said fastening the clasp. I did as I was told as the chain of cum dried around my neck... And so my collaring was done. Officially his property, happy and content in the best of my efforts to please him... Such happy memories are ours to share...

1/23/2008 10:38:38 PM

I totally wore out the vibrator... Less than a week! and it's dead. I want to chalk this up to manufactuer's defect, but still there is no machine or man that can keep up with me... What ever shall i do? Sigh At least it comes with a 90 day warranty... until then, it becomes useful as a dildo. Happy sessions everyone.

1/21/2008 8:54:23 AM

So I have purchased the Doc Johnson Lucid Dream Vibrator No. 9... Here is my initial report: Having used other impliments in this same fashion before, the texture of the jelly material made it less than easy for entry. However, this was quickly solved by applying just a touch of KY Jelly to help lubricate the outside of the vibrator for a much easier entry. Once initail contact was established, the general shape of the tool was both comfortable yet realistic (size wise). The texture of the jell does not give way to human-likeness, but does make the job of the vibrations easier to feel thoughout the tool. The Vibration portion: With varying speeds from barely on to humming through the walls, the range of vibrations can really change your view of the toy. For clitoral stimulation the shape of the head is very useful, as well as for G-spot stimulation. As far as the rest goes, I enjoyed myself---but it was also thru a session of phone sex (which is a regular thing for me since we live so far away...) Having a good imagination, porno movie, or novel to help inspire is always a plus... Unless you have a phone sex buddy... then there are multipule possibilities. It can also be used with a partner present, in the end result of you wanting more and he being too tried to get it up again... (been there, done that...) I can report more as I go along, I anticipate a lively session friday evening, as the house will be empty. That's all for now... Your sex therapist, "Z" PS: I might be into a lot of things, but the one uncontrolable part of any sex is autoasphixation, (where you end up holding your own breath to intensify the sensation...) couple that with the "don't make a sound, you'll wake the house" fear... yeah... intense... Also, after using the toy, it seemed to loosen up a bit, but this also made the vibration sound more audiable... If this continues in the next few sessions I will let you know... And I haven't tried it in water, as it is waterproof... he he he... More soon to cum.. Ha!