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Just packed my car and bailed my current circumstances life on the road now begins How I came to be submissive in play? Well considering 50 shades of grey only became the worlds best seller in 2012 I kind of lucked out, I once considerd myself a Dom only because in today's society the general idea of sex is hold it down and fuck it! So as a male with a curious mind venturing into the world of kink and bdsm I felt it was the path to choose I found whilst looking I was rediculed by subs for my lack of knowledge I looked for many years and then found a sub girl through the most random of events the problem was three things we didn't match as a Dom sub we were to much like friends I got to know her friends and it just felt weird she was 21 and not the image of a submissive I had in visioned so attempt one successful yet a total fail. So now it's back to being unknolledgeable and turned down. I then decided I know nothing of this I must be submissive to learn the ways of a Dom, I put myself out there and on display like a loaf of bread in the bakery and offered myself to the point of desperation still nothing I was once again ridiculed and hated on once again I felt unknolledgeable and like I had given out a part of myself for no reason yet to be rejected I feel that's the moment I turned away from the life style but I will rephrase ?that as I turned away from attempting the life style. I tried love marriage and a family and that failed miserably. So now I am attempting to be involved in the life style through submission I may return to dominant play but what I need right now is a mistress that rewards her Sub with respect I am free for a partial 24/7 I am genuine about that and will consider moving. I am not here to play games I am here to get serious:) I love a woman who is in complete control of herself I don't NEED to be controlled I am my own person, if the right mistress chooses me she will be extremely happy she did I rarely promise I refuse to promise it is just something I do not do. But this is my Promise to you Mistress where ever you may be, I promise I will make you happy and you will feel I am a gift rather than a burdon. It is not love that I look for its connection love is purely a misconception perceived by children and the adolescent as one of the most important parts of life there for later in life love becomes the be all and end all of life itself, love is destined to fail every time it takes two people for love to work, love does not come with a?guarantee and people walk away all the time from love and leave the other drown in hurt. Love is hurt. Hurt is love. ?
7/28/2012 2:33:33 AM
Why is it harder to find someone the longer you are alone iv actually become a victim of love, lost my child and family and have been emotionally retard ever since, obviously when you lose everything in life you want to fill the void because when everything is lost your left with a fucking big void to fill. So as weeks turn into months then months into years you become a suffer and guess what nobody loves a suffer they just don't and that just makes it all worse then your like man my life is a fucking mess and then you start to Beleive that it is all your fault then your self esteem plumits and you dig your own shallow grave and wallow away to waist. So this is where I now lay waist and no one wants to reach out and help me out of this whole. Will I waist away or will I be reborn only time will tell but time is limited because my heart has begun to decay and my soul and willingness to breath is to follow.
7/24/2012 5:21:59 AM

To those who show interest and then stop messaging me and to those that just don't reply at all pfffft Weird you are!

7/14/2012 4:22:23 AM

Looking forward to my first meet tonight as I travel into the realm for the first time... wow such a long time coming;-)

7/11/2012 2:15:44 AM

Does anyone know a Bondage Club in Perth to meet real locals at?

7/11/2012 1:52:03 AM

I can now officially say that I have never had a good on line experience in my life:( I will give up very soon, don't miss me

7/11/2012 1:48:52 AM

Always with the horrible on line experiences please don't push me away collarme members that kind of criticism is unwarranted please re frame from messaging me if your  only out to abuse me.

7/10/2012 5:16:57 PM

To Pick A Lie? Everyone lies, unfortunately, weather it be to your boss, wife, your kids, your friend or even a bartender, 'I think you have had to many', 'I will be right I have hardly drunk at all', 'were you just speeding back there' 'not that I am aware of officer I was looking up for a few seconds away from my speedometer', 'were you out with your mates again getting up to no good' 'No', 'Mum what is fuck' 'Oh sorry sweaty' 'it's duck I was just being silly' 'Mum shouldn't be silly around you', ring ring 'boss I can't come in today, Iv had it I can't' 'bye' ring ring 'hay man it's me' 'yep done' 'what time does it start? Cool can't wait. It is just unfortunate that some lies can affect people lives in the most severe way and have tremendous consequence's on the people being lied to. Do you realise the connection we have with lies? it seems to be a genetic connection in a way, There sure is a connection between our brain and feelings that directly links to being lied to, being lied to can ruin a life. There is no difference in lying to a five year old about a swear word, than there is about Santa, They are lies, both of them but if on that same day you told a five year old child that Santa and the Easter Bunny were not real you could you imagine the difference in the reaction, Now I am not sure about the age old lie of Santa and the Easter Bunny, This is how it was for me.....

I was seven and I had a older boy that lived across the road, He had recently been told that the Easter Bunny wasn't real and while I was out the front he ran over and decided to tell me, I took this to heart, I was deeply offended, and angry at this bigger kid, (that did bully) me often and his claims to no Easter Bunny, Then he continues, 'neither is Santa' I started crying and went inside.. I found my Mum and said to her 'Is it true is there no Easter bunny or Santa' she said yes.. Then I felt very offended that my mum had lied to me all those years and figured out the Rum Didn't belong to Santa. Lying is always going to be a part of life, our Government lies, our Corporates lie, Our health system lies, Police lie everyone in any given part of society lies. It needs to be acknowledge not lied about that we all lie, It needs to be understood as a part of life, then after it is acknowledged people should be aware that it is every where and if we want to hold down friendships, relationships family ties we need to be careful how we use lies, simply put, on a whole, people lie every day of there lives. In a world that acknowledged lying we may all understand that anything is possible. Ignorance is not bliss, To live life in ignorance is to live life with out using any of your five senses.

7/10/2012 1:25:47 AM

Marriage? I really do support gay marriage, I feel it is the pinnacle of evolution for any gay or lesbian human on this planet, many people will flock to churches and devote there lives together just because it will be there given right to do so, I also feel they may have a less rate of divorce and marriage could be reinvented. In today's society marriage has become trivial and younger people jump into something in there early 20s feeling they are in the peaks of there lives. People drop off really quickly, There are allot of temptations in this world all around us at our finger tips, communicating devices, Ipads, Iphones, pc and any modern mobile phone, in the early 90's when I was young this kind of stuff was not even really spoken of. It has changed the world, facebook has also changed the world I have removed myself from facebook for good and I'm happy about it I didn't grow up with facebook but for me at 31 It was hard to wait the two weeks needed to permanently delete my account from the internet I can only imagine with facebook, part of more lives then not, how far our technology will go. What I am getting to and I have taken my time is that the new generations will find it very hard to commit to anything, you can find anything on the internet anything you want any kind of desire you wish If you don't have much luck and you have allot of money you can get even more. If you are tempted in anyway to be looking outside of a relationship look to the palm of your hand. Life will become about facebook and liking thing's on facebook and posting where they are having dinner on facebook it will go on and on until we don't leave our homes and we prefer the comfort of conversation and socialising with our friends and family from with in our own homes. Now here is my point do you remember your parents when you were young or your mates parents if you came from a broken home, they would work sit and around garden drink at the pub kick the footy with you what ever was going, they had a home phone a fire place a heater a tv (heavy). If relationships went bad our parents sometimes were even able to be really good to each other and leave with out any kind of affair because affairs weren't as easy to find unless they were extremely personal ie work related, friends, family, team mates, best friends, all sorts it wasn't a stranger at all unless they were bared up in a pub on a ladies night out. So now we are getting deeper. Anyone can commit a heartless act of adultery with in a day, with in a hour, with a man or woman they have never met before and they can then never see that guy or girl, ever again. How many married men have you met on line that want to cheat on there wives, I have met allot of girls or come across even more profiles that state adultery in the first sentence, In Western Australia I would be sure in my own mind the percentage in mining is large, I can see why, weeks alone with kids nothing to do miners aren't like soldiers, they have allot of money with very little regard to the way they spend it they love there piss and digest there drugs and we all know how that life style effects interpersonal relationships. We will soon change for ever there won't be any kind of privacy at all, every one will know our every move and our new generation's will become oblivious to social standards of today. If you think I am wrong look to the laws of marriage and tell me there not being broken more often then not into today's society.

7/9/2012 2:57:09 AM
I want an intelligent domme, with elegance, purity and absolute assurance with in herself I need to serve a woman that has conquered the dark to shine bright light I will not allow a gutter domme to ruin my vision of my perfect Mistress:)
7/9/2012 12:57:36 AM
I have a serious view that all drug laws should be oblolushed and drugs should be sold and regulated by the government. I have tried drugs and enjoyed drugs but now I reframe from any drug use what so every, In turn my life is still affected by drug use because in today's society there would be drug users on every street in the major cities of Australia. All drug users even the party goers who have lives and careers are ridicueled by the police and in some cases family courts. There isn't much a system deigned to stop something that can't be stopped can do. I know and it is fact crimes on people and property would at least half if not quarter. It is better to have a sticktly regulated system gang murders and greedy individuals with allot of money and a little bit of power can do great harm to people's life's. Why leave it in the hands of individuals to decide what is what crime=drugs murder=drugs crimes on property and people=drugs gangs=drugs drugs=victims drugs=death drugs=debt drugs=problems drugs can all so offer a brilliant experience on perception you can feel amazing you can power through you can murder a dance floor drugs=amazing life experience something you would never have been able to conceive with out them such as a blissfully chemical romance that only drugs could= I will never go back on my decision to stop using drugs and I will never regret that I did use drugs either. But we need a new approach now! The current approach on drugs In Australia will only mass multiply our problems in everyday society. Per capita we have the highest percentage of drug use on the planet. Is it working? Is it a health issue and not a crime to use? Will you ever admit to the people of this country that you are fully aware that the war, your war on drugs is a complete waist of time.