I logged on this week, which to my surprise has been exactly 3 years since I was last on. Mercy how time flies and how life changes and changes us.
Change is not always growth but yes its been a strange and busy few years. I've completed my master's degree (somehow I feel it should be a MISTRESS degree, ha!) gotten divorced, removed myself from the scene, changed jobs, purchased a house and those are all the big events that obscure the smaller ones that are no less significant, but somehow more personal and too personal to share.
I've changed my stripes to some degree, I love the evolution of me.
The brutality I felt before while I was claiming my power and myself has now learned patience and that's a beautifully wicked thing.
What I desire more than anything is the subtlety of dominance and submission, the exchange that goes beyond and is in every look and gesture; The intelligent and covert exchange of power. I want a strong male and a soft female and to play with the differences and what submission looks like in each.
It's good to be back. |