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SEE JOURNAL
RE Amazons Adult Books
NEED HELP WITH MY CHASTITY BELT,
RE MY FANTASIES
I am a straight submissive male.
I am looking for an Online Dom
that is real and not looking for an ATM.
I AM MARRIED, if it matters to you.
A Supreme Female
Domination for Her pure pleasure,
and the right to own and control a male, even if he be married.
A LADY that is Demanding, but accepting of my availability as a married submissive male.
I will try to give all I can.
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After reading "BOYS MUST OBEY" By Michelle Means, I got an insight as to what it would be like to be a total slave. I must admit it was scary, but very, very compelling. To be a total piece of property, no rights to anything, cloths, your manhood, (taken away with the use of chastity), be any Female's toy, and to be used however, and whenever a Female decides.
It is their right, as boys must obey. |
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ADULT AMAZON BOOKS:
Hi All;
I have been reading some adult books from Amazon. The author Ardor caught my eye. He writes a number of storied on CFNM and Women in control. The Alasti Building, Marty's Tale is very good. Being naked is more than physical, it's emotional. Being vulnerable to any women and enjoying being their sex toy. Ardor wrote many good books, The Begging for More series, Good Morning Neibour, and We Do This My Way Harry. Jerico Knight is also a good author, Owned By A Bully, but more a female slave thing. |
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CHASTITY BELT:
HELP!!
WEARING MY CHASTITY BELT
Well, I pulled out my CB6000 again to try it on... One thing about males like myself with small packages is that we have a very tight ball sack, and the space behind the balls is very tight. I tried to put it on Sunday, but forgot to shave.... Oh God, a that hurt. After a half hour, I had to give up as my balls decided to go home to momma!! Monday I shaved and prepared myself for Tuesday. I tried every thing I could to get the largest ring on, then to slip the locking top part on, but notta. I quit after an hour with sore balls that had disapeared. I had even used a Magick heating bag to relax the ball sack, but no dice. The CB6000 cock piece would be too large anyway. I guess my manhood, (joke, joke), is even too small for this type of chastity... Do I feel like a looser or what....,YES! Are there any suggestions out there. A different type of belt, just remove it, or maybe incase it in plaster... FRUSTRATED! Maybe I just need a good penis spanking to remind me how useless it is... Well, then maybe it would be useful for something... |
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Fantasies can tell a lot about a person
My fantasy is to be owned and controlled by a Woman.? I would give up the right to my naked body, so that She may do whatever She wants to it.? This is a big fantasy for most men, and one that they wish may come true.? To be submissive and at the mercy of a woman.? This seems to be a fair recompense for all the nasty things that men have done to Women.? To sacrifice oneself, so a Woman may find pleasure in using, hurting, or humiliating a male. Most importantly is to have a Woman own your manhood!? I do not advocate permanent damage as stinging punishments should be enough to make him suffer, with no blood.
The male should be stripped naked, of all clothing and removed from his sight, so he will know that he is vulnerable and he will remain that way with no chance of covering himself if strangers come by.? The right to own clothing sould be at the discretion of his owner. He should always be exposed and forced to display himself for his Mistress and others pleasure.
Daily routines could be:
Tease and denial, CBT, and spanked regulatory on any part of the body that was chosen by his Mistress or friends. A penis spanking would be the norm for any unauthorized erections. There would be no access to his genitals by his hands, as he would be punished very severely.? Self stimulation would be out and masturbation would be only under strict control and for the amusement of his Mistress and friends. Chastity would be used along with minimal outer clothing if he was allowed to go out in public. He would be used as an artiste model to make money for his Mistress.? As a model he could not refuse any position or apparatus that they wished to put him in.? They would be allowed to take pictures and publish them on their adult web sites, giving any monies to his Mistress for services.? He would be allowed a mask to protect the privacy of his family. He would be trained in oral service, including forced Bi and swallowing.
More later... |
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I don't know what it is....? I'm not turned on by overweight, but all I can think about is being dominated and forced to bury my face in-between a plump ladies legs and suck on her nude, plump, hairless, smooth ......
She would own me....
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Its not a question of not wanting to be owned, it's how far that ownership goes. As to my sexuality and it's use and punishment, well there is a certain amount of agreement in its ownership.? As to my life, well that is a different matter. I am not looking to be a slave, (maybe slave like) as that is impractical, but to be made to do ........ things.....?? that don't affect my family the law, or my friends, well these can be considered.
ANY KINKY THOUGHTS? |
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Did you ever think it was strange that the police handcuffed an arrested indecent exposure offender behind his or her back?
Why don't they just put a collar and leash on them, and or hobble their feet, then they can at least cover up their exposed assets.
On second thought maybe this will give the victim a better thrill of having themselves forced to expose themselves to all the interested onlookers..... |
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There is one LADY that I messed up with and regret not meeting her, at least for coffee.
I sent her two email pleading for her to take me, but I deleted them before she read them, dumb.
I panicked!
We should have talked more, it was too rushed.
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| Age: 21 |
| Pikeville,
Kentucky |
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