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CyTheSomething

I'm a nerd, a writer, a pervert, a lover of books. I'm an ageplayer and a puppy (although I've been informed I'm more a hyena than a puppy, so I suppose "hyenaplay" might be a thing) looking for people to play with/talk to. I'm a switch - it kinda varies if I'm gonna Top or Bottom, depending on my mood. When I Top, I'm heavy handed, kinda big into humiliation. I do sensation play as well, with a lot of biting. When I Bottom, I tend to enjoy impact play, humiliation, being tied up and objectified. I love talkin' to new people (although I am not currently looking for a Daddy/Mommy/Dom/etc or a bottom/baby/sub/etc), and I'm pretty social. I do not accept friend requests without being messaged first, with the exception of people who I've met in real life & exchanged info with. I'm a fanfic writer - I tend to go for the erotica/porn side of things, although sometimes I write something G rated and WEIRD. I've got a bunch of different obsessions, including
  • Linguistics & Language in general - I speak Modern Hebrew & am learning American Sign Language. Sociolinguistics is a pet hobby of mine as well - I'm a proud descriptivist! As of now, I'm also an English Linguistics Major, minoring in English writing.
  • Homestuck - Let me tell you about Homestuck!
  • Writing - I love to write. I've got a Twitter (@PurveyorOfFilth) where I post my #TinySmut, which is little pieces of microerotica/microporn. My fanfiction (usually smutty, occasionally not) can be found at cysfics.livejournal.com
  • Gender - I'm genderqueer/genderfucked, & I love examining all the intricacies and complicated things about it. I am not a girl. I use male/neutral pronouns. I hate being referred to as female, and tend to get very hostile when people do it more than once (and if they do it once on the internet).
  • Books - I love books. I love holding them, smelling them, the way the paper feels under my fingers. I love the stories they have, & the memories. I love words, so much.
  • Queerness in general - I'm a really queer individual, what with one thing and another. Queer culture and queer theory are fascinating to me.
  • Media/Pop Culture - TV Tropes addict. I firmly believe that stories are a big part of what make people themselves. I love television, movies, video games, comics, the whole nine yards.
  • Animals- I love animals and nature in general. I collect animal factoids. Seriously, you wanna get on my good side/show you read this thing? Ask me some kind of animal factoid. I've got half a billion of 'em. I adore watching nature documentaries (especially the ones about the weird animals, like Walking With Monsters). One of the easiest ways to get me to go into Little/squee mode is to take me to a park or a museum. I can promise you I will spend a good deal of time going "OMG LOOKIT THE ANIMALS!!!!!"
  • Music - I don't play any musical instruments or sing, but I love listening to music and finding out about new bands/singers/etc. I'm also happy to share my favorites!
  • Body Modification - I've got two tattoos - going to be getting more, soon. I've also got at my right nipple pierced, and am planning on getting my left one done at some point in the near future. I love tattoos! Like, a lot. I love talking about them as well!
  • Neurodiversity - I have Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, ADHD, & I am autistic. I'm also mildly synesthetic (ask me how a particular band's music tastes!). These sound a lot scarier on paper than they are in real life, although on occasion they do result in me acting a bit weird. Neurodiversity is incredibly interesting to me on a bunch of different levels, and I can talk you ear off about it!
Hard Limits
  • Tickling - I hate tickling. No, really. I hate tickling. It makes me thrash around and it is immensely uncomfortable. If you purposefully tickle me, consider the scene over. Be aware that it may be the last time we play together.
  • Scat and vomit - Not my thing. No judgement, but not for me.
  • Having my mouth/nose covered - I don't care if it's a breathable fabric. It will send me into a panic attack. I'm okay with having my mouth covered/gagged, but if it covers my nose... no go.
  • Screaming - Do not raise your voice at me. There is a high chance it will make me cry (in a not good way). ESPECIALLY do not shout in my face. (Note: I differentiate between someone making a loud noise when startled/hit/fucking and full on SHOUTING).
  • Touching without permission - Before a scene, I will state what I'm okay with and what I'm not okay with (e.g., "You can touch my feet."). Please respect this, and ask before touching.
As for my kinks -
  • Ageplay - I absolutely adore ageplay. I've got a Little, who is somewhere between two and five (old enough to talk, and young enough to still wet my pants, although I'm not supposed to do that...), a Middle who is about fifteen, a teenage boy made of hormones and awkardness. All the trappings of ageplay (bottles, overalls, bibs), as well as the complete embarrassment of being under someone's control, benevolent or otherwise.
  • Objectification - I love love LOVE being treated like a thing. Being lifted and carried, beng dressed, or undressed... yum!
  • Humiliation - I love being humiliated, especially age based humiliation. "Lookit you, such a little boy, can't even do that!"
  • Pain - Sometimes, I just wanna be hit very hard. Sometimes I just want to hit someone else very hard. Sometimes I want to bend you over the nearest flat surface and hit you until my hand hurts. Sometimes I want to be bent over. And I hit really, really hard.
  • Oral stuff - I bite. Like, a lot. It's physically pleasurable for me, and comforting. I like sucking on fingers, or putting things in my mouth. I've been known to suck my own thumb on occasion. One of the hottest scenes I've ever done involved someone putting their fingers in my mouth.
  • Rope - I'm a bit of a rope slut, love being tied up. Love being physically restrained, manhandled, tossed around, all that good stuff.
  • t. It's really that simple. I like women's feet. I'm (hopefully) not one of those... weird/creepy folks, but I do love women's feet. The way they feel in my hand, or on my face. Don't know why, but there ya go.
  • Genderplay/Genderfuckery - There are few things I love as much as a boy in a dress or a lady in a tuxedo. I like genderfuckery - boys with makeup, girls with cocks, things that aren't expected and aren't the standard. I should not I don't really go for the... humiliation aspect of most gender play. For me, it's just sexy. Fucked if I know why.
  • Sensation - Sensation is a big thing for me, all the various types of it. I'm the type of person who pets floggers. I love being petted and scratched, touching different types of fabric. It's one of the things I love when I Top as well - the sensation of hitting someone is incredibly satisfying to me, from the impact on the palm to the way the fingers tingle. It isn't just with my hands, either - I tend to put things in my mouth (with permission, of course), and I've been known to pet things with my feet just to see what it feels like.
There are probably a bunch more, which I will add if/when I remember them. Do know this is nowhere NEAR the full set. I'm a weirdass kinky motherfucker, but the only way to really find that out is to talk to me, ain't it? Hopin' to hear from ya!