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I'm 20, masculine, white, 5'9, take care of myself, have a smooth body. Even though I find myself constantly thinking and masturbating about being with another man, I've never been with one. I really feel that I need to experience it now, it's something I really want to do, but haven't found the right person yet. I'm tired of just fantasizing and thinking about it, I really want to do it. I'm also looking to explore the BDSM community and need a mentor who can teach me, although I'd want it to be someone I feel comfortable with and whatnot.
So here's my situation. I'm alone at my place in Manhattan for the rest of the year, my parents are taking care of some business out of state so this seems like the perfect opportunity to do this. I'm looking for a guy that is discreet, experienced, older, one that can be patient at first, and then lead me on and really have his way with me sexually. What would really turn me on would be being with someone that is dominant and aggressive in telling me what to do, and being rough with me in bed. I know that you want something from me, and that's my body, sex. And I'm totally okay with that, we both get what we want, I get the experiences of being with a man for the first time and you get all the time in the world to explore me, feel me, have me do what you want. We'll have a lot of time alone, the rents aren't back until next week. I've actually been thinking about having sex on their bed, or in different places around the house too (let me know what you think). Maybe we can make it like a marathon and you can either stay over or come back later and meet me again.
Even though I've never been with a guy, I've watched quite a bit of gay porn and read stories, etc. Some things I'd want to do first would be having a man undress me or letting me undress, for me to lay on my stomach on a surface like a bed, and for him to undress completely, climbing on top of me in an erotic position with his penis against my ass and to begin massaging me, grinding against me. Another thing is having him get on top of me while I'm laying down on my stomach, and have him enter me in that position while laying on top of me, his legs over mine.
After he is done, would love to have him lay down on his back and me laying on top of him with my penis rubbing against his stomach, he reaches down and starts to rub my penis with his middle finger as I do that, grinding against him and he can kiss me if he wants. Other things like him rubbing his penis between my legs, grinding against me roughly, etc.
Onto more heavy stuff, I'd want to try having you pick me up and having sex while standing up, having sex in random places, having you keep your dick inside my ass after we had sex, to be passionate and intimate. Also, you covering my mouth, being verbal, slapping, etc...all these things turn me on.
Anyway, if you read everything and want to contact me, please put "your first man" as the subject if you decide to reply so I know you're real and read my profile. Hope, I wasn't too forward. In your reply please be descriptive, tell me about yourself and what you want, etc. Again I live in West LA and I don't have transportation so you'd either have to come here or pick me up and bring me to your place.. but I'd rather do it at my place since I'm more familiar with it.
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