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With me, What-you-see-is-what-you-get.
I am most interested in getting to know people I can get along with while exploring and having fun. I am relatively private in my personal life but very outgoing about general topics. I am not ashamed by anything I do, I'm simply cautious of those who don't understand differences.
I am pagan by faith and the person I'm comfortable with will allow and understand that, if not support it or share it. I don't mind if you're not pagan, as long as you don't preach at me or tell me I'm wrong. I am also a gamer girl, predominately RPGs and I have beta tested several. I'm totally geeky, with a high I.Q. and very open mind (but not so open my brains fall out!)
I would enjoy having dinner made for me, foot worship, online roleplay, helping choose a wardrobe for you, being treated like a lady, and maybe someone who would like to gift me things I otherwise can't buy myself. I seriously dislike petty arguments, especially from submissives, and while I will go to great lengths to be fair and discuss an issue, I would rather be alone than do nothing but fight in a relationship.
I value honesty, loyalty, intelligence, a willingness to share and learn, and a sense of self. I also value people who are self-reliant and are honestly looking for the mental and power aspects of D/s. I have raised my children, I do not have any desire to raise another "baby" (so no diapers or scat play) but have no trouble training the right someone to pamper me and if we get along after time perhaps an actual relationship.
I am not personally a pain slut, and although I love to give a good flogging or spanking, I am not likely going to be comfortable flaying your skin off and standing in pools of blood, so if that's your thing you may want to look for someone a bit more hardcore. I can be cruel but kind, and I much prefer someone who isn't going to intentionally be bratty or try to top from the bottom.
Full disclosure - I am legally married and my husband is aware of my profile and will want to meet you. He is non-jealous, simply not interested in kink, and we both espouse a healthy, adult, poly-minded outlook. You will probably encounter him during our time together, and over time you may become friends or he may eventually join us in some play.
We don't mind a social or occasional consumer of alcohol, but people who drink daily, use meth/opiates (other than as prescribed)/heroin or have massive drama or anger issues are not going to be healthy additions to our life, please do not contact me. However, if you are looking for clean people with healthy adult attitudes towards life and the Universe, like singing random songs and playing video games or "Cards against humanity" then we might be a match.
Can't be allergic to or hate cats - "Mr. C" is an integral part of the family! :)
Oh, and I love having my waist length hair brushed. :P
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It seems as if it would be hard to be depressed when as many good things have happened to me as they have this year, but somehow everything that's happened has been tinged with one thing or another that makes each one more complicated than it has to be. Still, a negitive outlook just makes everything worse, so I am trying to keep a positive outlook, but it's not really working very well.
The nasty weather in the Pacific Northwest isn't helping things.. I generally like Fall, and this year it went from a mild Summer to Fall to Winter with it's snow and rain much quicker than I was ready to deal with, and I miss the walks in Laurelherst Park in my childhood in gigantic piles of dry fall leaves - the leaves are never dry here, and they sit in limp nasty little clogs in the municipal storm drains...Pity.
Somehow in an effort to streamline my life a bit, it got infinately more complicated, in a way that obligates me for at least five years, maybe longer. And I know I should be happy about it, but the overwhelming scope of it, and how fast it happened, makes me wish I could slow the last two months down to frame-by-frame and see if I am missing something - cause I feel like I am missing entirely too much, and I know that comes around to bite one in the posterior eventually. Hmmm, I generally like being the biter, not the bitee... maybe that's why I feel so uncomfortable...
Thanks for reading.
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Once more into the foray. Life seems too complicated to really enjoy sometimes, but then someone sneaks into your view, and surprise, you are enjoying yourself in their company. Still, it's not a perfect thing (what ever is?) and it will be some time and planning before it can be what I think I want. In the mean time, (and even if that happens, as I understand it) I am still looking. I have recieved a couple of messages I will have to properly reply to in the next day or so... Hope you can be that patient...if not, well, you're loss...
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I have recieved so many wonderful responses to my profile, thank you everyone who's actualy bothered to read my profile before they write me. Some have just welcomed me, some have propositioned me, some have greeted me respectfully. You know who you are.
I have to admit, some of the replies have renewed my faith in humanity, which was failing, admitedly.
I'm glad for my local D/s friends as well. Pretty decent community, actually. I have learned more in a few conversations with good people than in living with people who called themselves professionals.
Why do people always want to sell you something you don't want? And why can't people grow balls and say "I want..." and if you don't want the same, you have a *choice*..
But too many people won't tell you what they want, they're afraid they'll loose something else. Come on, grow up, everything in life is a give and take, you can't lie for long to get what you want, and you can't get without giving something in return, whether that be service, love, whatever.
Sorry for the rant, but the good people in this community have reminded me why I choose it in the first place, and that I have paid my dues with the others.
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The journal thing is good, but I never remember to keep up with all the places I have my thoughts. If you want to hear what I have to say, message me, I do better in one-on-one conversation than I do in these impersonal messages.
I can say that this is going to be very interesting to me. The last time I ventured into public life, I was barraged by men who wanted me to cyber with them, with nothing in return. *Boring!* Thanks, I'll pass..
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