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| I am an unapologetic sadist. I like most things in the bdsm spectrum except waterports and scat. I am NOT a professional. This is my avocation, nothing more. I don't want your money, I don't want a relationship, I don't want anything more than to use your body as a canvas on which to paint with pain.
I am married. My husband is a bondage/breathplay fetishist not a masochist, so I'm looking for victims who are willing/able to take LOTS of pain with no strings attached at Desert Dominion -- which is a private bdsm club in Tucson. I am not interested in private play -- it is safer for you in public.
I believe in RACK and if you give yourself over to me, the only time you have any power is during the negotiation. After that, you get what I give you.
I like:
CBT (see my very old, but educational and slightly pornographic cbt website at www.nexie.com/wickedmztoni)
Breathplay (bagging) -- carotid artery play/choke out is NOT allowed at DD
Intense corporal including paddles, canes, sjambok, singeltail
Blood/needles
Electrical Play
Knifeplay
Sutures
Cutting
Medical Stapling
Flesh Hooks
Trampling
Anything else that causes agony
What I am looking for:
Someone to show up at Desert Dominion (which means you've done the orientation thing ahead of time or are a member of APEX or other reciprocal organization) on a Saturday night with YOUR OWN toybag (I left all my pain toys in WA and I don't want to wash them anyway) negotiate (or have already negotiated in email) the scene and go to it for a couple of hours.
You figure out how you get your membership. It's not expensive and it's not hard to get. Please don't ask me to take you as my guest. You are saving $150+ in prodomme fees, you can spend $15 to get a quarterly membership and $10 to get into the party and a few minutes of your time attending orientation. You are supporting the community and getting 'done' at the same time. Looks like a 'win-win' to me.
www.desertdominion.org
Afterwards, you go home with little or no aftercare -- hopefully covered in bruises. If I can't bruise you, I am not interested. It's not that I *must* bruise you, but it happens and I don't want to be limited in what I can do because you bruise easily. Everyone has a different 'bruise profile' and bruises don't always show up right away. If you are worried about someone seeing your bruises then I am not the date for you.
If you need to tell your wife a cover story, think it up ahead of time. I've bruised people from their butt to their knees, so it might have to be a really good cover story.
I don't care if you are married and cheating -- I'm not going to get emotionally involved with you or have sex with you, so I don't need you to be a non-reprehensible character but I am not going to pull any punches so wifey doesn't find out. If you consent, you get what you get.
I've been doing this since 1997 and have presented internationally on CBT at places like Black Rose, Living in Leather, Mac Weekend (Canada), Kinkfest, etc. and can provide you with a number of references.
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Had a great time beating that boy bloody. Got 'walking pneumonia', so I am out of commission for a while. Will probably be at APEX MLK weekend as it is our first wedding anniversary. I am thinking about giving my husband a trip to a prodomme friend there as an anniversary present. |
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The domina whom my former houseboy is in service to kindly consented for me to beat the ever living crap out of him. I am so looking forward to seeing his blood spill and beating nettles into his ass!
She's offered to round up some of the local sadistas to make this a gang beat -- I so love sharing victims with other women. |
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Will be in WA from 26-31 December but between moving, starting networking classes and our first wedding anniversary, the soonest we will be back at DD is 21 January. If you'd like to be a victim, let me know. |
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Will be at DD tonight -- taking a bunch of pervlings with us. Looking forward to some fun! |
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Please don't try to paste my head on your fantasy.
I'm pretty clear about what I want. The occassional victim at either DD in Tucson or very occassionally APEX in Phoenix with few restrictions and little or no aftercare.
I don't want to be your mistress, make you a better person, help you work out your issues or get to know you as a person -- except to make sure that I don't *harm* you when I *hurt* you.
No emotional involvement on my part. If you want to be emotionally involved, that is up to you -- just don't expect reciprocity. |
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Will not be going to DD this weekend. Have guests arriving today for about a week. We should be there the weekend of the 19th.
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Thanks to everyone who has offered themselves up as victim. I appreciate your willingness to suffer. Now to work out the logistics. |
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A while back, I was dressed up to go on a date with my then-boyfriend (now husband) and I came downstairs to where my houseboy was busy tidying up something.
My houseboy said, 'You look nice."
My reply was, "Yeah, but I'm not."
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Some mean things I enjoy besides the standard stuff... Immobilizing a boy and slowly pulling out nose hairs. Placing a one foot square of duct tape and yanking it off a hairy chest or legs. Putting a bunch of needles in and then wrapping the victim in saran wrap and caning them until the needles are bent to hell and the saran wrap is bloody. |
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Yay, my fave tag team partner is coming to Phoenix for the week of Dec 12-18th. Hopefully we can find a couple of pain pigs to amuse us. I've got one potential victim, but if another shows up, we could make time :) |
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No Kinky Karnival this weekend....we will be going to DD. My fave sadistic tag team partner will be in Phoenix soon. Can wait to meet up with her. Perhaps we can share a victim |
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Looks like Kinky Karnival is at APEX in Phoenix this weekend. I'd like to go, but I have to see how the schedule looks. |
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