? Public humiliation.??RealDOM40NYC is currently evaluating whether i might be of some use to him.? As he is evaluating me, he has instructed me to keep a diary.? I will do so through?my?journal entries.? He wishes for me to suffer public humilation; for everyone to know the things that i am doing for him.? He wishes for me to expose to the world what it is i truly am...?
RealDOM40NYC will be reading emails sent to this profile. He has told me to say that anyone who wishes to comment about me or suggest ways to make me realize how low, worthless and disgusting i am, should send suggestions to him here.
2/11/2013 12:01:32 PM
As part of my emasculation, I was ordered to wear white lace panties today. I bought a thong and put it on first thing this morning. I will post about that later. The more interesting thing, I think, is that I had a previously scheduled first date with a very attractive woman for lunch today. I knew she was interested in me as a successful, strong man. Sitting there in my little white thong, I knew I was anything but. I knew from my conversations with her that my date was fairly uninhibited. At one point the conversation turned a bit racy. My cock began to swell and I felt it slide against the lacy thong. I was instantly reminded that I am in fact an insignificant slave. I actually might have gone home with my date, perhaps leading to more, but how could I? When I stood up from the table, I felt the thong strap between my cheeks. I clearly was not meant to have this woman. I had to simply get her a cab and say goodbye. That was humiliating.
2/10/2013 5:24:53 AM
He told me to measure my slave dick. Now he has told me to reveal to everyone the size of my slave dick. It is 6-1/2 inches long and 2 inches across. I feel very uncomfortable being so exposed.
2/9/2013 5:33:00 PM
i learned immediately that i am not a man. i used to think that i was a fit, strong, smart and succesful man. i'm not. Starting Monday i will wear white lace panties to work. A man does not do that. i am a slave. A slave has no gender. i am an it.
