|
|
|
|
| update-apparently a spanking from a woman is as long as she needs and i should be happy a woman will do this for me. i am sorry for asking how hard a spanking will get or how fast the spanking might be. I am sorry for asking if there will be blood. i now understand that a spanking will last as long as it takes and i guess crying will not even stop a spanking and implements are up to to the spanker. i dont know what im asking for but sounds like i sure as heck will remember. i just didnt want to get spanked to death, thats not how i want to leave this world, thats embarassing.
I can afford a dominants round trip flight out here and can electronically do this and send ur ticket in email if farther than new england. fly out and back the same day. you just need to be flexible wit my situation.
i am on house arrest. i have the ankle bracelet on. I wont able to leave my apt for quite sometime. i am stuck here and i hate the police. i got in trouble with nonviolent charges and its computer related because i am a complete nerd. I lost my job and just lucky to be released from jail. i am on unemployment so i can afford my apt to live. right now with my ankle bracelet on i cant go anywhere.
i kind of walk around naked and it saves laundry. i communicate on skype and have no phone. i have a webcam and am very comforting. idk a lot of people and dont have a lot of friends. I am in decent shape and workout regularly in my apt. i am clean, drug and disease free. I am so bored and will be for months and months my case isnt over until end of the year. Thats my intro so far.
i have some interest in a corporal punishment encounter after reviewing a clip i saw online under bsdm. this guy was old and he believe it or not was getting a spanking or something. theres two things i noticed. The man was struggling and was taking this spanking on his butt kind of well. this guys butt was getting really red and i felt bad for the guy. The next thing i noticed is the girl was happy and having a good time and looks like enjoying the view of this man bent over her knee. This opened up a new meaning to everything and why i created this profile. i did a research on a spanking and they have like disciplinarians that can do i guess therapy in terms of corrective behavior and corporal punishment i guess. i do not know much about this and if i could even afford a service such as this. I dug deeper and read about lifestyle dominants that apparently will do these services for free or in exchange for something in return. i dont know how to reach out to these dominants and get spanked or punished but im trying. i guess i cant afford a dominant professional for my first spanking encounter but i would do anything i can. exchange anything i can. its only a spanking encounter but i would maybe sign my entire body away for this encounter. hoping to get spanked and introduced to a women pro or dominat lifestyle who would enjoy coming to my apt when she is bored like me or has time and i could probably cough up about 100-150 dollars at the moment so i do not know how that looks for this encounter but i can cook and have a futon here for comfort. last night i dreamed of getting a spanking and a strapon to tears and i had to post something. How much would this all cost me and how long would i need to get this punishment ...im always here at my apt day and nite until like november so i dont have any company and will do anything bcuz im desperate and will try to get more money as best i can.
i do have a webcam so you can record this brutal spanking and so you can take back with you a personal copy so you can demonstrate what you are capable and maybe help you make more money and attract more men for punishments if u like this as a career.
|
|
|
|
