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Bohica1969
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My love and my light died today. The man who brought me so much joy, who brought so many smiles and laughs, who knew how to treat a lady, his family and his friends. A man who was so pure of heart and deed. The one knew I could spend the rest of my life with is gone. And in his wake is a huge void, a hole, an emptiness so deep and so complete it feels as though I’ll never recover from this loss.
Though our time was brief, it was also complete. Every day was brighter for having talked to him, seen him, and held him. His smile, his eyes and the way they would sparkle, the way he would hold me and I would hold him. The knowing glances and mischievous smiles. The way he would hold my hand and we could talk about everything with each other. We knew we had found our other halves after very long journeys on very separate paths. We were complete before, both happy with the people we were, but so much more when we were together.
I cherish the memories I have of our time together; even though now, all I can do is cry at the thought of never making more memories with him. I cry at the plans we had, things we were going to do, places we were going to go and those things that now we will never be able to do. My head, my heart, my body aches; feels like its being ripped apart and shredded with that knowledge while at the same time my heart swells with the love I have for him. How can I feel so much, in both extremes and not be swallowed whole and spit out an empty husk of what I was when we were together?
This man, my love, my Rick, will never be gone from my heart and as inadequate as these words are, I know he felt how unconditional and deep my love for him is.
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For God’s sake- if a woman says ‘No married men w/o consent of their wife’ then it means NO!!!!! Go the hell away and don’t bug Me. What the heck is so hard to understand about that? It seems pretty simple to Me. |
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The list must be edited... Come on now, this isn't complicated...
Make note, while I'm willing to do # 18 & 19, it's in support of your interestes. I'd much rather be on a beach or at a five star hotel.
- Open honest communication necessary
- Good hygiene a must- you’re an adult, I should not have to remind you to brush your teeth or take a shower.
- Must have a reasonable means of employment
- No prison time
- No drugs
- No flip flops, crocks or clogs- we don’t live on the beach. Even if we did, crocks and clogs are never allowed
- Personality a must
- Ability to fit in with friends and a willingness to try to accommodate work events
- Don’t judge me, I won’t judge you
- PDA preferred but not mandatory
- Must love mammals
- Willingness to travel appreciated
- Disease free
- Don’t ask unless you really want to know, and if I ask I really want to know
- Chivalry is not dead and not required – but will get you brownie points
- Reliable means of transportation, I do not look good pushing a car.
- More than 3 inches required (no innies)
- I will not clean or skin anything, don’t ask. I will support your hunting, I will go with you but do not ask me to gut it.
- I’m willing to fish with minnows and artificial bait, but if you insist on worms or grasshoppers- you put them on and don’t bitch when I refuse to do so. I can take my own fish off of the hook unless it’s a catfish.
- Must be willing to kill all snakes and spiders. I don’t do no legs or more than 4 legs.
- If you don’t like remodeling, that’s fine but let me do it. If you do like to get involved but can’t fix it, let’s call someone who can.
- Willing to perform oral but not demand it of me unless I’m really in the mood. I’ll let you know when that is, don’t ask for it.
- Video games addicts need not apply (Wii fitness things excluded)
- NO Mullets
- Must not be a sexist or racist- if you are, go away.
- Must be able to remember my first or last name, especially after we’ve scened together or you’ve met my parents.
- Being rude to wait staff is not a sign of dominance- it’s being rude and stupid to do to someone who is handling your food, not to mention Mine.
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I am the one who will bring you to the edge, make you look over and into the swirling depths, make you want to reach out and grab that which is just out of reach- ever stretching toward the unknown. I will be the one to bring you back, feet firmly planted where you are safe and wrapped in comfort for your good deed, for your trust in My ability to bring you back from the edge.
I am the one who knows your deepest fears and helps you face them. I am the one who knows your deepest desires and makes them reality. Your likes and dislikes, what makes you burn with passion and cold with rage. I know you inside and out and you will take comfort in My ability to bring it all to you, take it all away and let you bask in the glow of knowing that I am here.
You will serve Me, making sure My desires and needs are met because you value what I give and what I take away. You give and trust and submit to Me because you know in your heart and in your soul that your submission to Me is beautiful and I value it, you and what true submission means. |
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