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Attractive some what spoilt female 29, not at all experienced in BDSM or D/s, not even sure that is what i am seeking even here. To date i have lead a fairly vanilla lifestyle...sorry I am waffling.
What i seek is a dominant man that will treat me not as all my previous boyfriends, partners and lovers have , fussing me, spoiling me, tell me how wonderful i am.
I am not actually seeking sex, though I do not exclude it from the methods the dominant may choose to force my submission.
I am not doing a good job here explaining myself ....hmmmmmmmm
Ok,I have come to recognise that my best feature, is my bottom. Men have since puberty complimented me and lusted after me because of it. It has been very nice, I am not complaining , but as a submissive woman at heart, what I have secretly wanted is a dominant man not to praise me for my ass but to actualy punish me for having such an alluring behind. To focus his sexual anger and energy on pummelling it with his hand or belt , of using my "fat ass" to humiliate me. To make me come to regret and wish i did not have a behind that now attracted the attentions of a real dominant and ruthless man's passion.
Oh, sorry I do not think i have explained myself very well.
I am resident in NY , but do travel to LA and family connections mean I also spend some time a year in UK.
I will attempt to re-write this soon :-(