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i wrote this recently to someone and thought it was good information for anyone that wants me: Why my Mistress of late released me and whether my weaknesses are tolerable.
i am extremely masochistic. i don't really get any pleasure out of being whipped but if it's to a point far past what i could bear (without being restrained somehow) then there is a pretty directly proportional positive effect on my eagerness to take orders and the requisite disciplined patience needed for lengthy and relatively mundane submission. i can't, for instance, be sent out every day on all-day errands. At least the state of my being owned has never been that thoroughly internalized or, literally, beaten into me.
Asside from that, i really don't have any "active" limits. Regardless of whether i feel something is wrong or that i am disgusted by something, it's simply not my place to say what i should or shouldn't be doing.
Hope that helps!
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Was recently transacted into a promising situation but it didn't work. i need the real thing.
i'm property and that means i don't have any rights. Property owners, on the other hand, do. The reason they do is because they exercise and enforce their right of ownership with consideration only for effectiveness, not for the "feelings" of said property.
Doesn't anyone get that?
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So here's the thought for today:
Many of You have heard this and i say it often enough. "i'm not a very good person."
i may be dedicated to being enslaved. God knows that i'm driven to find true enslavement. But if anything, i'm learning on Collarme so i'm more sure of this than ever....
If i end up in a situation where the long term depends on me being satisfied with monotonous service of whatever sort. If i'm given ANY freedoms. There's NO DOUBT that i'll bore of it.
i am dedicated to submission!
my quest is extremely serious!
BUT it's very, very, very clear that my commitment will require reinforcement by both fear and escape-proof imprisonment to ensure my continued/life-long committment.
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Guys!!! Don't get me wrong, some of you (and YOU know who You are!) have the right idea. But most of you are just pussies!
Ladies.... The guys, especially the older Masters -- Ohhh! Please don't hold back. i'm not a delicate flower. |
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OK. We're starting again! i have 35 pages of email in 3 days....
All but todays are gone.... |
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| Age: 25 |
| San Diego,
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