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Sadist seeking female submissive, who enjoys pleasure mixed with pain.
I am flexible to fit circumstances. Extreme yet safe and sane. I don't believe anyone wants a 24/7 diet of continuous pain regardless of what they say. So the pain will be intermittent and interspersed with pleasure and nothing just for the sake of contrast. I may not know exactly what is best for a given slave to start off but I will find out. For example, if you are not getting enough pain, you can beg for it. However once you accept a new level of pain and decide you can't actually tolerate that level of pain, to go back you will be punished in some other way. You will be rewarded with pleasure for submitting to pain. You should probably like pain to some extent. Besides exciting me by suffering for me you will also be a sex object or simply an object or property like a car. You will be a useful object and torture and sex are part of being useful.
What I want for my slave is that she be in a pre-orgasmic mode of being as much as possible. Feeling helpless is basic for that feeling to pervade her life. The pre-orgasm and orgasm are parts of one whole. Once the orgasm starts you can not stop it (loss of control). I want her whole life to be actually in the state of loss of control and impending sensual intensity. I want my slave to be as completely controlled by me as I desire at any given point in time. I want her to think obedience at all times. She must accept the fact that she will be nude and not have access to clothing much of the time. She must accept the fact that she will be in restraints much of the time and as a result be denied freedom of movement.
My slave can have a brain. Why would I deny myself that entertainment ? My slave can love me and I might love her back. I won't deny myself love if it arises spontaneously. However, she would remain the same nude bound slave object through it all.
My slave will be allowed to maintain separate finances if so desired.
If it is cold in the house, I will turn up the heat so that she can remain nude without experiencing hypothermia or I will let her wear a robe that can open at the front but covers enough to make her not shiver unless making her shiver is the torture of the day. :)
If a prospective slave contacts me, she should include in her initial contact message an answer to the question:
"How will you enable me to force you to do things that might be against your will ?"
Yes, I want you to help me subvert your freedom.
Why would you undermine your freedom ? To turn your sexual fantasies into reality.
If you send me any nude photos especially nude face photos, I will use them to control you assuming you are not already a porn star and want to maintain the illusion of decency and normalcy. Is S&M normal nowadays ? Ask any hypocrite and they will will reject it outwardly while desiring it inwardly. I can use social hypocrisy to control you.
And what about your normal previous life ? You will probably be required to maintain that so that you have something to loose by disobeying. And worse for you, I will use any control over you that i acquire to get even more control over you until you are totally controlled. For me control means forcing you into masochistic scenarios as often as I want and also forcing you to be monogamous via a chastity belt. If that is actually what you want, that will work. I am not going to look a gift horse in the mouth.
I know you want to be wanted and get a lot of attention. Remember, the most exciting ideas are those that terrify you. Don't let your limits lead you to an unfulfilled life.
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