I hade a TON of mail when I came back on and I deleted many of them (unread) and I apologize for that. So if you see any unread mail that was sent to me I may not reply because I deleted it. Though i'd be happy to chat again now that I am able to.

Kindly, BBL

I recently moved back to California and haven't been on in a while due to the circumstances. I hope everyone is well and play nice ;)

-BBL

Any friend request will be denied if w've never talked or have only had little conversation. I at least like to know people on a better level before adding to friends. Thank you.

Kindly, BBL

I do apologize if I cannot write back quickly though I try to respond to my messages within the first 36 hours. It's been a long few weeks and I'm completely burnt out from school and such but I hope everyone is well and safe. ^^

Kindly, BBL

My location is Washington State. I have changed my zip code appropriately but it still shows me from my previous location. I apologize for any incovenience from this.

Yes, I do have YIM for all those who ask but I am currently not using it do to some issues that I have yet to resolve. I will work on it and if so choose to give you my YIM after I've fixed it and we've talked some here through CM then I will.

Kindly, BBL

Shadowed Veil

As we lie awake are we dreaming...
Dreaming of being awake when we are sleeping
Awake when in actuality we are dreaming
The journey we walk, the path we take...
Can it simply be a dream
Only to wake up somone new
Or are we in our right minds
With dreams to company our thoughts in time of rest

Beautiful

Welcome to my haven
Written in silence
A life that never should have been
Words that always seize to beguile me
Descending upon this special place
My grave I rest eternally
In the comfort of your face

Harmonious Melody

Like a silent plague You live inside me
You are the beating heart within my flesh
As You flow through my blood rendered veins
Filling all that i am
my body is Your structure
Your stage to compart
Like the Ventriloquist to his puppet
Strings attached, awaiting command
Aware of the simple yet complexity of our attachment
Like a blazed fire Your seed spreads through me
Molding my body to Your desires
Consuming my mind in all that You are
Though we are linked
My submission to Your dominance is evident
Kept at bay to Your fancy
i wait hiding to attend Your rules
We complete the hollow shades
Of what the other has needed
We are two halves of a whole
Master and i

Don't Stop

Don't Touch Me
Your hands are gentle
Leaving marks on my body
Your words are soft
With threats and play
The sensations are burning
The fires are consuming
I'm hurting inside and out
Don't touch me
(But please don't stop)

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Like liquid fire
Blood flows through my veins
This burning desire
Brings ecstasy and pain
To love and to feel
My body is your toy
This dream that is real
We seek to destroy

Please read my profile before writing me. Thank you for your courtesy and kindness to though who do.  :)

Just a piece of random writing:

Can i black out the walls and paint you red. would you mind the taste of insanity on your tonuge. metal and black ink pierce the skin. another dead dream and we all wake up again. Can you hear the whispers at your door. The sleepless nights beneath the moon and stars. Let's fall down the rabbit hole and join Alice in her dreams. It might make sense there than living in this reality. Can you feel the demons breathing down your neck? The angels' choir sings a tune of deception and lure. Let's twist the visions, see how far things will spin; Maybe never come back again. Corruption and comfort are nearly one in the same, but the outcome of this is never to say. Play with fire and set a blaze, watch this place burn, creating a daze. Drowning in colors all very much the same there's nothing to hold onto anymore, nothing to keep your feet nailed to the floor. Bloody kisses, a horror that can allure the most innocent of us caught in their desire so impure.

The world is full of people finding their way, creating their own path. Caught in a journey where they'll dicover life isn't so simple after all. Working through the dilemmas and fighting for your place, it's just another day in the universe. No one really prepares for what's to come or what will happen. They have no knowledge of the surprises that will await them but once it hits us we are dealt with the cold harsh truth as reality comes crashing around you.

Lust, Love, Affection, Attraction. Hollow words that we fill with our emotions; our feelings. They are meant for the ones connected to us; The ones special to us. Swimming in a pool of bodies we trust the ones close to us while seeking the one to complete us. We travel through time learning more of ourselves, seeking to fill the missing pieces to our soul. Devotion and obeidience bound with loyalty and trust consumed in pleasure and pain.