• 1. Are looks important in a relationship? no
• 2. Are relationships ever worth it? yes
• 3. Are you a virgin? no
• 4. Are you in a relationship? yes
• 5. Are you in love? yes
• 6. Are you single this year? no
• 7. Can you commit to one person? yes
• 8. Describe your crush - cuddly, makes me happy & feel safe
• 9. Describe your perfect mate - my boyfriend
• 10. Do you believe in love at first sight? yes
• 11. Do you ever want to get married? yes
• 12. Do you forgive betrayal? no
• 13. Do you get jealous easily? sometimes
• 14. Do you have a crush on anyone? yes
• 15. Do you have any piercings? yes tongue, belly and ears
• 16. Do you have any tattoos? yes 3 so far
• 17. Do you like kissing in public? yes
• 20. Do you shower every day? yes
• 21. Do you think someone has feelings for you? yes
• 22. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? yes
• 23. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? yes
• 24. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? yes
• 25. Do you want to be in a relationship this year? yes
• 26. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you? yes
• 27. Has someone ever written a song or poem for you? yes
• 28. Have you ever been cheated on? yes 
• 29. Have you ever cheated on someone? yes 
• 30. Have you ever considered plastic surgery? If so, what would you change about your body? breast implants 
• 31. Have you ever cried over a guy/girl? yes
• 32. Have you ever experienced unrequited love? yes
• 33. Have you ever had sex with a man? yes
• 34. Have you ever had sex with a woman? yes
• 35. Have you ever kissed someone older than you? yes
• 36. Have you ever liked one of your best friends? yes
• 37. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated? yes
• 38. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? yes
• 39. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? yes
• 40. Have you ever written a song or poem for someone? no
• 41. Have you had sex so far this year? yes
• 42. How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander? few minutes
• 43. How long was your longest relationship? a couple years on and off
• 44. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had? no comment
• 45. How many people did you kiss in 2011? no idea
• 46. How many times did you have sex last year? no comment
• 47. How old are you? 18
• 48. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? fuck
• 49. If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her? he makes me happy and ive never felt as safe as i do when im in his arms
• 50. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept? er yes maybe
• 51. Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for? yes 
• 52. Is there anyone you’ve given up on? Why? ex - i couldnt cope with the lies and cheating
• 53. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are? yes
• 54. Is there someone you will never forget? yes
• 55. Share a relationship story - too many fucked up stories to tell 
• 56. State 8 facts about your body - chubby, big boobs, blue eyes, curvy perky bum, long legs, dimples, tight pussy, tight arse
• 57. Things you want to say to an ex - if you asked me back before i got with my boyfriend, i mightve considered coming back
• 58. What are five ways to win your heart? make me laugh, love kids, want kids, not be afraid to kiss me in public etc, and be there when i need you most
• 59. What do you look like? (Post a picture!)
• 60. What is the biggest age difference between you and any of your partners? i was 9 he was 40
• 61. What is the first thing you notice in someone? eyes
• 62. What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you? dominate me
• 63. What is your definition of “having sex”? making passionate love
• 64. What is your definition of cheating? sexting, kissing, fucking, touching, webcamming
• 65. What is your favourite foreplay routine? daddy/daughter
• 66. What is your favourite roleplay? rape play
• 67. What is your idea of the perfect date? cuddled up in bed with my boyfriend talking
• 68. What is your sexual orientation? bi
• 69. What turns you off? watersports, hardsports, kids and animals
• 70. What turns you on? being kissed on my neck
• 71. What was your kinkiest wet dream? too many to choose from
• 72. What words do you like to hear during sex? yes you little slut you willl take it whether you want it or not and dont fucking argue with me - stuff like that
• 73. What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you? hold me when i need cuddles
• 74. What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for? i dont care about superficial stuff
• 75. What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you? proposed to me
• 76. What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone? tell them i love them 
• 77. What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships? ages are just numbers they mean nothing, its about the people
• 78. What’s your dirtiest secret? no comment on that!!
• 79. When was the last time you felt jealous? Why? i thought my boyfriend might be cheating on me as he was still on the dating site we met on, however he showed me he never replied to any messages or sent any - i trust him
• 80. When was the last time you told someone you loved them? today
• 81. Who are five people you find attractive? boyfriend, ian somerholder, robert pattinson, johnny depp & bradley cooper
• 82. Who is the last person you hugged? boyfriend
• 83. Who was your first kiss with? the person who ruined my life
• 84. Why did your last relationship fail? i couldnt cope with drugs and shit
• 85. Would you ever date someone off of the Internet? yes, thats how i met my boyfriend and i have no regrets 

This is a story about a girl, who doesn’t know herself….

A girl looked in the mirror,
She doesn’t recognise herself,
The girl she knew, 
has turned into someone else.

This new girl acts so strong,
She pretends she doesn’t care,
She’s convinced everyone else,
that she doesn’t mind who stares.

They all think she’s different,
They say she ain’t the same,
She says it doesn’t hurt,
When they call her names.

The don’t see what they’ve done,
They don’t see the harm,
They don’t know she hurts herself,
Because she acts so calm.

The girl doesn’t know herself anymore,
As it’s been so long,
Yes, It’s been years,
That she’s acted so strong

I used to care about you,
I used to share my life with you,
I thought you felt the same,
Now I can’t even bare to hear your name.

You say I’m over-reacting,
and that I’m insane,
You just don’t seem to realise,
you’re the one to blame.

You destroyed what we had,
and you don’t seem the least bit sad,
I can’t believe you did this,
but I know I’ll get over us.

You say you still love me,
I know that is a lie,
You say I should believe you,
but I’d rather let us die.

I used to love you,
then we fell apart,
You ruined us,
and you broke my heart <3

Change,

It’s strange.

Life goes on, and people grow

But before the growth can show,

We have to feel the pain.

The growing pains

Like when it rains,

Right before a rainbow.

The rain -

It’s a pain!

It ruins hair, it spoils fun

We much prefer the sun.

But without the rain, the plants would die…

Just shrivel up.

The rain brings them a chance to try,

Try to grow.

Be the best they can be.

And even though it may be hard to see,

The sun is still there in the sky.

A poem which I wrote a while ago.... <3